this is where my heart resides ...

Good morning baby.

You're probably a bit surprised to how in the world did I make time this morning to hack into your bloggy & writer? Lol, well I woke up at 5:30 am and got ready for class. As I was rushing to get ready and trying to grab something quick to eat, I thought to myself.. "wtf was I thinking signing up for a class this early in the morning? AND it's freaking Anatomy too? EEK!"

So I opened up the macbooky and switched my Anatomy lecture class to a later time in the afternoon. I think that's a much better move. I won't have to rush to get ready in the morning and all that jazz. Also, you won't have to worry about keeping me up a bit later at night since I don't have to get up so early in the morning.

Well, it's a quarter to 8 so I should leave in a few minutes for my Individuals in Modern Society class. I have four classes today so it's going to be a longgggg day. I hope you got plenty of sleep last night. I miss you and I love you lots. I have to go nowww but I'll be home later! Muah!

P.S. Breakfast is in the kitchen! I made Victoria some chocolate chips pancakes before school so I left you some too ;]

1/2 in love with Elizabeth.

This is directly from itouch, can't sleep, don't want to watch tv (that shit kills brain cells, reals), she is sleep, I could listen to her breathe all night but I put the phone down for a second to laugh at Johnny Quest an not wake her up. I'm just up now, talking about nothing. Excuse this, matter of fact.. you don't have to read this, man LOL I'm just going on about nothing. 

It is approximately 10:40PM westside time, about 1:40AM, eastern. And uh, midwest? About, 12:40AM? Something like that. (That was just some FYI for you guys. Who watches are broke, your welcome. -smiles)

Um, what else? I'm watching Boomerang channel, Johnny Quest is on. That's cool.

Uh? I got to my 5th patient on AMATEUR SURGEON ACT II, hoped that linked worked, I'm trying to get my score/name on TV, this is me being famous. -smiles big

What else? I'm not sure, things are getting better day by day and I can only thank God for that. I'm walking in with my faith upped a notch and my pride aside. 

-shhhhhhhhs, shes moving around.....

But yeah. That's pretty much the gist of things. I hope you nutcrackers are okay and progressing productively in your lives. Hope you wish the same for me. 

BB, your BANNER IS NICE AS HELL. 

Adina, your banners are looking the same too often. With different celebs. But me likey.

Mars, you don't even do your own shit so.... yeah.

Mai, stop stealing layouts. :/

Night!

Harry Potter

Will Harmony finally bone Ron?

Harry isn't a fan of the asians anymore??

-shocked as hell, dude.

The Spirit

Anyone a comic book weirdo as I am, would know of the "Spirit" comics. Old, old fashion comic strips. Way back who knows! Basically, some masked weirdo who fights crime, like a cop-super-hero guy but seems to find his hands in so many women, he was depicted the first male-super hero whore before Batman and Johnny Quest (lmfaooooo @ the Johny Quest part) Ah, and they made a movie! Yeah, a movie. But whoever enjoyed Sin City and 300 would like this shit. Crime fighting, weirdo villains, Samuel L Jackson with a weird haircut, slow moving, soft core sex, with dames and lightening effects. Awesome? 

I mean, I mean, who wouldn't enjoy a movie with Eva Mendes in it? Lol @ Samuel though, they officially made him into an complete Nazi SMH I like the graphics though, excites me. 
Well, my day is shut. Just going to kick it in this weather. Later.

Your name feels like the word, "home" in twelve different languages.

Right now, I see you in ways that are a little more tender than anybody else in my life. I see you better than expensive chocolate. The kind you allow to melt in your mouth, on your tongue, to make it last longer. That's the only kind that I like!!! I see you as a lovely kiss. The ones that last longer than 14 seconds. The ones that make the back of your throat tingles to the bottom of your spine. Gahhh!

I guess, you are like all of my most favorite things. The smell of peppermint, a cup of english tea, a hot shower in the morning, a steaming bath after a long day at work. Absolutely decadent! You are all of those decadent things.

You are velvety rose petals, you are unforgettable lyrics, you are fine wine, you are waterfalls, you are marshmallow clouds, you are everything and more. You're more than I ever imagined you to be. Sometimes, I think of your name, say it in my head and I see lime-green popsicles (you know how much I love those). I see you like a shiny, new penny. The ones so clean you bother to check the year, think about it more than once throughout the day. [shoves you in my pocket so I can keep you safe]

So, I probably sound like such a dork after typing all of that mushy gushy stuff. And I look like a bigger dork sitting here giggling over how cute your layout is too! That only shows the kind affect you have on me, you big fat panda you!

Forgive me. I totally turned your blogspot into a fuzzy ball of panda cute-ness! Gahhhh, don't you just love it? Well, I sure do. If you don't like it, I'll take it off and use it for my blog instead. It's no biggie, I'll still love you though. I always will.. no matter what! Don't you ever forget it.

I had a vision of love and it was all that you've given to me.

I bet you wanna go listen to that song now huh babe? Lol, I tried looking for the video so I can post it in your bloggy but the one on youtube won't give me get the codes. GRR that darn youtube! But yeah, I was thinking about all those records you played last night on my drive to work this morning. I think it's great that you have such a variety taste for music. I remembered going to the Rock&Roll Hall of Fame in Cleveland and I wanted to stay there all day. It's fascinating. Just hearing the excitement in your voice last night, reminded me of how powerful music can be. You're a lot more knowledgeable about music history than most people I know and I think that's pretty cool. It's not weird at all. I don't think you should call yourself weird just because it fascinates you. It actually sets you apart from the rest so embrace it! I also think that it helps you really connect with people. I know you're not all about socializing and making oodles and oodles of friends, but you can if you ever wanted to. Everyone likes music, we might have different tastes but when it comes to it.. we all like it. So by bringing music in as a conversation starter, you can pretty much talk to ANYBODY! That's pretty cool in my book.

I wasn't planning on ranting & raving about all of that this early in the morning. Anyways, I'm at work and I miss you lots! I've been checking the news every chance possible to keep track of this stupid hurricane [sigh] I didn't want to leave you this morning to go to work but unfortunately, I have responsibilities to fulfill so I can't just stay in bed and lounge around with you all day. On a brighter note, only 6 more hours till I'm off of work :] and tomorrow I have the day off!

I'll give you a ring on my lunch break. Be good and try not to spend any money while I'm gone okay? I can't afford you & vicky's shopping habbits. Tsk tsk! You're lucky I love you. Plus, if you do buy anything else this week.. it's off to the couch you go Carmine! I am so serious tooo. Hmph!

"Sometimes I do forget, how much we 

could ease the lives we lead. If we learn 

to let go the reins that we hold, return to 

our souls and let the spirit flow"

I'm pending on whether I need to type this or not (... pending, pending) might as well.

I was chilling at Harbor Beach today, a lot of homeless people we're hanging there too. This guy comes up to this lady and her child sitting next to me. I was sitting like a few inches from them so I kind of over heard the man's reasons to approaching them. He introduced himself, by first and last name. Shook her hand and everything, glanced at the the woman's son a bit... nodded at me.

Guy was tall, seemed to be in his early 50's or so, had a nice face but his clothes were very dirty and rugged. Had a dog with him, a huge BEAUTIFUL Golden Retriever. (I love Golden Retrievers) He said he use to live in Arizona, till his son died in a car accident him and his wife had, his wife died months later from depression, blaming herself for her son's death. His son flew out of the front window, no seat belt, him and his wife he said, barely made it. He son was 7. He talked about his parents, and how his father use to beat the crap out of him. His mom died a few months back, doesn't have any siblings, or relatives. 

He said he was a very successful accountant for a law firm or something, had money, house, wife, and a beautiful kid. Shared the hobby of collecting old Classic rock band posters at concerts  (He was definitely cool in book then) Was living the American Dream till it all was taken from him. Hasn't recovered since. He was going on and on and the lady is just listening. Heh, I'm listening too, his story out of a few that I've heard was very interesting. Couldn't help but to listen. 

An hour goes by and I say to myself, "Here's the donation portion of the conversation..." Sounds mean, but living here in California, a lot of the people who are less fortunate than others and living on the streets share no shame in asking for money. And most people like I, share no problem with giving what little we have. Dude stands up, looks out to the other people on the beach, and says he enjoyed talking to us, said he doesn't talk to anyone, much. A lot of people see him and stray away or find ways avoiding him when it comes by. He doesn't look for cash, doesn't want a check, just an ear.. someone to talk too. This shit made my heart heavy. I never, in my years of life, encounter a man like this. 

He shakes our hands, thanking us on his exits. Grabs Penny (His dogs name) and starts to leave. I see dude leaving and I just can't deal with that. Something told me to do something, something told me to just sit there too. I ran to my car man, got my wallet out the glove compartment and ran to the nearest ATM (no luck in the nearest). All this, is like 5-10 minutes tops. Some dude was having a moment at SunTrust... I go back to where I was and I don't see him. I'm searching for this guy, looking everywhere. He was nowhere. I asked the lady if she knew which way he went, she was as shocked as I was, said he was just walking up the beach.. insane. 

I looked for him, for about 30 minutes or so.. I don't know, I tell my boy what happened and he's like it could've been some dude, trying to get sympathy and cash afterwards. And that it was good I didn't give him money. I don't believe that, I really don't. I have instincts about these things and that... Well, it was something else. That man left something on me when he left and I will never forget his face or name. 

Richard Wallace

LMFAO.