I can't sleep and I haven't had a decent meal in a few days, don't worry, I'm not blaming you for my sleep deprivation and lost of appetite. That would only be giving you credit for bringing out the worse in me and according to you, you brought the best out of me huh?
I swear I never knew how the other heart felt after it has been broken. But I always figured I would when I got a little older. Not really what I had in mind for now but I guess that's life's way of telling you to grow up? See, I know I've done some outrageous things in my past, stuff I could never take back or just ease over. And I guess that's where the title of this blog comes into play, "What goes around comes back around". Man, If I am not feeling it 10 fold right now.
I thought if I wrote a blog bashing you it would make me feel better right? But honestly, it's kind of painful to do to a person you've loved. See, I can't bring myself to sit here and type up some stuff to make you feel like a horrible person. And It really pisses me off too because you can just hurt me effortlessly. We are really different huh?
So just know that at the end of the day. When you go to sleep, when you rest and close your eyes after that long hard day. You have to face yourself. Alone. Only you and (insert whatever deity you believe in) knows you.
Please, don't take this blog the wrong way. I don't want to offend you, I just wanted my own outlet. And this was it. Like I told you before I am human and I bleed, breathe, hurt just like any other person. I need the healing process too. I mess up a lot but I'll be damned if I don't ever own up to the stuff I've done. You told me to never apologize If I didn't mean it. I understand that too well right now.
So, after this blog post I will lose the bummed out feelings and just live. Blog about stuff in my life or whatever comes to mind at that time. I will sleep better and eat better. Try to salvage old friendships and be a better friend to the ones that have stuck around. Go out more, enjoy recreations with myself more. But please don't be mistaken, some of us can't just pick up and move on as quickly as others with other people involved.
But overall, I will continue to be happy with myself and who I am. And find my own sunspot in the ocean. I don't know if I'll ever come back to you or you to me, I will kind of leave that in Gods hands.
I do not regret anymore though, not a thing or a single day with you.
December 30, 2009
November 28, 2009
"Sunspot on the water, where the sky and oceans meet."
I give thanks to you and you and even you: Thanksgiving was really cool, I was feeling the whole family get together cheer. About a hundred people shacked up in a kitchen, felt like old times, the times when I was younger and without responsibility. Now life is spirally down to this bottomless pit of real world responsibility and heart break. Maybe not so much heart break? Side note: (A friend told me I was too young to sheer in the great bliss of heart break. Great bliss? Feels like knives cutting away at your soul 10 x fold man.) But I enjoyed listening to old stories of missing cows and goats, and the struggles made for the fine linen table we were so bless to eat on. Or a few of my nosey ass relatives... I think for the most part of all the family joy I missed my mother, her and I was real big on the holidays It was a favorite time of the year. Heh didn't even have to ask what to make on my plate, that's for sure. But if felt as if she was there... and that's what counts. So yeah? What's the deal with all the Mob movie marathons though? I'd leave, come back, Godfather, leave, come back, Goodfellas, leave again, come back, Casino? Who the hell said "Sicilian" mob flicks were great party favors to watch during thanksgiving? Whatever happened to good old Charlie Brown holiday films?
Well man, life is going and I'm not mad at all. I mean, I use to be very mad and I might even still be just a little upset but It wasn't like before. Hey, it's been only a few days, I can't change overnight. I'm just taking these small blows to the chest and standing tall after each one of them. That's all I can do, you know? Let school occupy my free time to hangtime. Kill some time with a few friends, board my troubles on someones concrete or just work til I can't think about anything or anyone...
To whom it concerns: So.... I guess, we tried you know? I don't blame you for the decision. If It was me, I'd do the same. Actually, I have done the same. I'd sacrificed others feelings and friendships for love so I can not be mad at all man. I just hope you never question your judgement again, can't loose the ones we love over petty unnecessary white lies. But I do appreciate the time you were there, your of-nothings conversations about you and you're life distracted me from my lifes woes and I liked that, I liked it a lot. Maybe in another life? We could be friends again.
Til another blog post
I give thanks to you and you and even you: Thanksgiving was really cool, I was feeling the whole family get together cheer. About a hundred people shacked up in a kitchen, felt like old times, the times when I was younger and without responsibility. Now life is spirally down to this bottomless pit of real world responsibility and heart break. Maybe not so much heart break? Side note: (A friend told me I was too young to sheer in the great bliss of heart break. Great bliss? Feels like knives cutting away at your soul 10 x fold man.) But I enjoyed listening to old stories of missing cows and goats, and the struggles made for the fine linen table we were so bless to eat on. Or a few of my nosey ass relatives... I think for the most part of all the family joy I missed my mother, her and I was real big on the holidays It was a favorite time of the year. Heh didn't even have to ask what to make on my plate, that's for sure. But if felt as if she was there... and that's what counts. So yeah? What's the deal with all the Mob movie marathons though? I'd leave, come back, Godfather, leave, come back, Goodfellas, leave again, come back, Casino? Who the hell said "Sicilian" mob flicks were great party favors to watch during thanksgiving? Whatever happened to good old Charlie Brown holiday films?
Well man, life is going and I'm not mad at all. I mean, I use to be very mad and I might even still be just a little upset but It wasn't like before. Hey, it's been only a few days, I can't change overnight. I'm just taking these small blows to the chest and standing tall after each one of them. That's all I can do, you know? Let school occupy my free time to hangtime. Kill some time with a few friends, board my troubles on someones concrete or just work til I can't think about anything or anyone...
To whom it concerns: So.... I guess, we tried you know? I don't blame you for the decision. If It was me, I'd do the same. Actually, I have done the same. I'd sacrificed others feelings and friendships for love so I can not be mad at all man. I just hope you never question your judgement again, can't loose the ones we love over petty unnecessary white lies. But I do appreciate the time you were there, your of-nothings conversations about you and you're life distracted me from my lifes woes and I liked that, I liked it a lot. Maybe in another life? We could be friends again.
Til another blog post
October 22, 2009
Octobers Leafs & Novembers Turkeys
I was going to start off with the "Oh man! How long it's been since I made a post?!" but I'm sure that is the obvious, I always start off with that when I am making such an awaited post. Not that anyone is waiting but I'll just skip that part and update this thing. Oh! I changed my blogger name here, It is tasteful and doesn't give off that, "Who's this asshole?" appeal.
School really isn't taking up too much of my time, I do what is needed of me and part ways. It is really less stressful and more appeasing this term. I am experimenting more and doing a restart with my sketch book. The goal is to fill it with as many sketches as possible so that after I can start building my portfolio and work my way from that.
I have an second interview next month for a job near my school, and that is pretty much it there too. Can't wait, or can I?
So I've been doing the American ritual night time show-watching-thing lately. I like watching Glee :-) I really do. Ahhhh those long awaited Wednesday nights. I like watching Dexter on Sundays too but unfortunately I chose HBO and Starz over Showtime so I have to catch those episodes online Monday mornings. Thanks internetz! I still keep up with the Office and the Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory. I'm trying to ease up from watching too much TV like someone says I do too much of... and that pretty much sums all that up.
Oh! I want to go see what the hype is all about with this Paranormal Activity film and The Fourth Kind? I've been seeing these alien abduction commercials that sort of creep me out LOL seriously, I'm not into aliens but a good science-horror flick is hard to find these days. Everything is being redone or stolen from the Japanese. I'm not even going to touch on what they're doing with Nightmare on Elm Street man.
So that is the update here, hopefully I'll get that job and have a REAL reason to not posting often.
Oh and do me a favor http://www.flickr.com/photos/carmweezington/ pass that around will ya?
Pce
I was going to start off with the "Oh man! How long it's been since I made a post?!" but I'm sure that is the obvious, I always start off with that when I am making such an awaited post. Not that anyone is waiting but I'll just skip that part and update this thing. Oh! I changed my blogger name here, It is tasteful and doesn't give off that, "Who's this asshole?" appeal.
School really isn't taking up too much of my time, I do what is needed of me and part ways. It is really less stressful and more appeasing this term. I am experimenting more and doing a restart with my sketch book. The goal is to fill it with as many sketches as possible so that after I can start building my portfolio and work my way from that.
I have an second interview next month for a job near my school, and that is pretty much it there too. Can't wait, or can I?
So I've been doing the American ritual night time show-watching-thing lately. I like watching Glee :-) I really do. Ahhhh those long awaited Wednesday nights. I like watching Dexter on Sundays too but unfortunately I chose HBO and Starz over Showtime so I have to catch those episodes online Monday mornings. Thanks internetz! I still keep up with the Office and the Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory. I'm trying to ease up from watching too much TV like someone says I do too much of... and that pretty much sums all that up.
Oh! I want to go see what the hype is all about with this Paranormal Activity film and The Fourth Kind? I've been seeing these alien abduction commercials that sort of creep me out LOL seriously, I'm not into aliens but a good science-horror flick is hard to find these days. Everything is being redone or stolen from the Japanese. I'm not even going to touch on what they're doing with Nightmare on Elm Street man.
So that is the update here, hopefully I'll get that job and have a REAL reason to not posting often.
Oh and do me a favor http://www.flickr.com/photos/carmweezington/ pass that around will ya?
Pce
August 11, 2009
spaghettio's and cheerio's
Man I am trying to stay true to my blog but that is not panning out too well. Just too many things to do in one day and it's hard to blog on these touch devices especially when your fingers are too big. So I'll try to keep it short and simple, hopefully I won't spell anything wrong. No spaces or bullets just words and whoever reads these things still, cool.. if not, that's cool too. So I got a freaking sweet new remote for my Wii with motion sensors at the bottom. Cool for the new WiiSports game play, so that completes my remote four player gain up. That's cool. Sometimes on idle time I toy with that or tweak my bikes chains and gears. The gears in your bike are very importante! I always mess with my 98' S10 pick up too, that's real solid, adjustable shocks for the lower bed and some nice 18's nothing fancy at all man lol just a nice setup. My summer? I had some fun here and there.. but most importantly I was so laxed. I feel a lot more energized too because I'm knocking out 10 to 15 REPS of combined muscle strength exercises each morning. I need that boost. I use to hate waking up in the morning but now it feels great. Let's see, what else... me and Lizzy watched the Teen Awards lastnight.............................................................................................................yeah. It was alright, she likes that kind of stuff. The celebs and fashions stuff, but hey! Why not? Alright so this might be the boring part of my blog for some but I am a RES Evil fan to the core and I can not stress the wait I have for RE: Darkside Chronicles
Man I am trying to stay true to my blog but that is not panning out too well. Just too many things to do in one day and it's hard to blog on these touch devices especially when your fingers are too big. So I'll try to keep it short and simple, hopefully I won't spell anything wrong. No spaces or bullets just words and whoever reads these things still, cool.. if not, that's cool too. So I got a freaking sweet new remote for my Wii with motion sensors at the bottom. Cool for the new WiiSports game play, so that completes my remote four player gain up. That's cool. Sometimes on idle time I toy with that or tweak my bikes chains and gears. The gears in your bike are very importante! I always mess with my 98' S10 pick up too, that's real solid, adjustable shocks for the lower bed and some nice 18's nothing fancy at all man lol just a nice setup. My summer? I had some fun here and there.. but most importantly I was so laxed. I feel a lot more energized too because I'm knocking out 10 to 15 REPS of combined muscle strength exercises each morning. I need that boost. I use to hate waking up in the morning but now it feels great. Let's see, what else... me and Lizzy watched the Teen Awards lastnight.............................................................................................................yeah. It was alright, she likes that kind of stuff. The celebs and fashions stuff, but hey! Why not? Alright so this might be the boring part of my blog for some but I am a RES Evil fan to the core and I can not stress the wait I have for RE: Darkside Chronicles
Hopefully that copy&paste video worked. So in a wrap up, I want to go see that 500 Days of Summer movie and maybe the G I Joe too, maybe! Might tune into gLeek this fall and of course America's Best Dance Crew. I like Making His Band and Office, man Office is freaking hilarious! So I can't wait for that Fall line up.
June 17, 2009
".. be careful you fool, there are certain rules even for a fellow like you"
Um, just a blog update to update this thing. It takes me a few days but I'll come to it eventually. So here it is... basically there is the every day thing of waking up and brushing my teeth. Same routine, different shirt. Working and I dig the fish, fish are cool. But not to eat. Don't eat the fish, it feels like manslaughter, I promise you'll feel bad afterwards. Watch Liz comment and say fish are "delightful and in her tummy" lol she's a seafood woman, not I though. I'll just stick to the steaks.
So?! I didn't really understand the human condition of LOVE and this week I have heard some of the craziest stories that have convinced me or challenged my beliefs. I have a friend who is scared to love, so weak to love. Another friend that refuses to be in love, says love is in multiples and not just meant for one person. And I am with a person who is love and it shows in deafening measures man, even if it's sometimes for my own good lol It's so crazy but realistic enough, to be what it is. If I am making any sense at all?
So what is the human condition? Well in my own words it has to be our imaginations, our capabilities. When we ask ourselves what is the purpose of life, where do we go, why is the word fuck a bad word, why is why? Who made why? Who made love? Why do people defined love and what's a hater? Lol, but I mean, that is it! Us even coming up with questions is the answer to the human condition. If you can ask yourself what is your purpose that is your answer... I guess? Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am right? Whose to say I can't be right and wrong? But my point is that, we can't judge others by how they love are who they choose to love. It is in their make up, human condition, to love and be inspired and have the most awesome human life experience as possible! Basically, you can't say never if you haven't ever lived a day in their shoes.
Same goes with any other human condition.
There's my blog, till next time.
Um, just a blog update to update this thing. It takes me a few days but I'll come to it eventually. So here it is... basically there is the every day thing of waking up and brushing my teeth. Same routine, different shirt. Working and I dig the fish, fish are cool. But not to eat. Don't eat the fish, it feels like manslaughter, I promise you'll feel bad afterwards. Watch Liz comment and say fish are "delightful and in her tummy" lol she's a seafood woman, not I though. I'll just stick to the steaks.
So?! I didn't really understand the human condition of LOVE and this week I have heard some of the craziest stories that have convinced me or challenged my beliefs. I have a friend who is scared to love, so weak to love. Another friend that refuses to be in love, says love is in multiples and not just meant for one person. And I am with a person who is love and it shows in deafening measures man, even if it's sometimes for my own good lol It's so crazy but realistic enough, to be what it is. If I am making any sense at all?
So what is the human condition? Well in my own words it has to be our imaginations, our capabilities. When we ask ourselves what is the purpose of life, where do we go, why is the word fuck a bad word, why is why? Who made why? Who made love? Why do people defined love and what's a hater? Lol, but I mean, that is it! Us even coming up with questions is the answer to the human condition. If you can ask yourself what is your purpose that is your answer... I guess? Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am right? Whose to say I can't be right and wrong? But my point is that, we can't judge others by how they love are who they choose to love. It is in their make up, human condition, to love and be inspired and have the most awesome human life experience as possible! Basically, you can't say never if you haven't ever lived a day in their shoes.
Same goes with any other human condition.
There's my blog, till next time.
May 22, 2009
The Loneliest Monk
(cool blog headline)
You always have to have a cool blog headline! Even if it doesn't necessarily have anything to do with what you're blogging about lol mines sometimes never do but hey! That's me.
Uh, I have nothing too major enough to update about but I guess there are a few things I could spill real quick. For the most part I am going to be a part time worker again. Yes, it is finally done. I am an employee of SixFlags for the mere dollars of 8.40 per hr! Greaaaat huh? If you can't sense the sarcasm now I am not a worker for the "man" type of guy. I'd like to be my own boss someday with my office at the beach shore but sadly, I haven't reached that dream yet. So! My Summer break for the most part will be me working part time and I guess that is cool for now. I'm not ungrateful in these times either cause man.. it is hard to find work out there, especially over here. Well, I don't know you guys local neighborhood job rates but here it is pretty damn bad. You got executive laid off people applying for the Wal-marts, Targets, Franks and other low income paying jobs. Ahh, just taking all of the kids summer jobs man lol it's pretty intense but hey, Obama 08 right? (inside joke)
So! I'll try not to forget I have a blog here and keep it up to post frequently. So, that's pretty much it for my update. Hope you, whoever you are, enjoyed it. So I leave you with the elusive sounds of Flying Lotus: Message Situation.. if you tune into Adult Swim every night, you should know this already. Picapeace.
(cool blog headline)
You always have to have a cool blog headline! Even if it doesn't necessarily have anything to do with what you're blogging about lol mines sometimes never do but hey! That's me.
Uh, I have nothing too major enough to update about but I guess there are a few things I could spill real quick. For the most part I am going to be a part time worker again. Yes, it is finally done. I am an employee of SixFlags for the mere dollars of 8.40 per hr! Greaaaat huh? If you can't sense the sarcasm now I am not a worker for the "man" type of guy. I'd like to be my own boss someday with my office at the beach shore but sadly, I haven't reached that dream yet. So! My Summer break for the most part will be me working part time and I guess that is cool for now. I'm not ungrateful in these times either cause man.. it is hard to find work out there, especially over here. Well, I don't know you guys local neighborhood job rates but here it is pretty damn bad. You got executive laid off people applying for the Wal-marts, Targets, Franks and other low income paying jobs. Ahh, just taking all of the kids summer jobs man lol it's pretty intense but hey, Obama 08 right? (inside joke)
So! I'll try not to forget I have a blog here and keep it up to post frequently. So, that's pretty much it for my update. Hope you, whoever you are, enjoyed it. So I leave you with the elusive sounds of Flying Lotus: Message Situation.. if you tune into Adult Swim every night, you should know this already. Picapeace.
April 2, 2009
We are arrogant, aren't we?
Some people are afraid to get old man... developing new ways to prevent aging and greys. Wrinkle creams, moisturizers, Just for Men greys away.. color dyes and clubbing in their later 30's. Insane. Not that looking younger is bad thing but when your grandmother knows the lyrics to Womanizer, Houston we have a problem. My mother embraced her age though, she loved getting older and being out of the loop sometimes lol she told me growing old was growing wiser, knowing more and exploring more about yourself as a individual. She said people just didn't realize what a privilege it was to grow older... heh!
I wonder how it is growing old with another person? You know! Like the person who you feel ten times comfortable with than your regular Sunday nights in front of ESPN with a bowl of cookie crisp. Someone who doesn't judge you or humiliate you beyond repair... I wonder how that is? I mean, my grandparents been together since the Flood of man kind and I still wonder... they don't always look happy with each other. My parents didn't either. My mothers mom and pop was though but I can't even remember when my pop pop was alive..
Should we be ashamed of getting old? I don't know but I do know that I wouldn't mind it when it comes (old age). Especially if I was growing older with another person.
I am just typing lol I needed a break. I was doing a paper on 1700-1900 century art movements and old historic artist like Georges Seurat, Claude Monet... we had to choose an artist we would replicate ourselves as and of course I had to choose my favorite painter, illustrator.. Norman Rockwell (the image above). I don't think my artistic abilities can match his but I know a little more about him and his paintings so nothing major. I was thinking of doing Andy Warhol...
Well, break time is up. I guess I shouldn't prolong finishing this.
Oh yeah and I'm keeping this blog. Can't knock the older things.. you know?
Some people are afraid to get old man... developing new ways to prevent aging and greys. Wrinkle creams, moisturizers, Just for Men greys away.. color dyes and clubbing in their later 30's. Insane. Not that looking younger is bad thing but when your grandmother knows the lyrics to Womanizer, Houston we have a problem. My mother embraced her age though, she loved getting older and being out of the loop sometimes lol she told me growing old was growing wiser, knowing more and exploring more about yourself as a individual. She said people just didn't realize what a privilege it was to grow older... heh!
I wonder how it is growing old with another person? You know! Like the person who you feel ten times comfortable with than your regular Sunday nights in front of ESPN with a bowl of cookie crisp. Someone who doesn't judge you or humiliate you beyond repair... I wonder how that is? I mean, my grandparents been together since the Flood of man kind and I still wonder... they don't always look happy with each other. My parents didn't either. My mothers mom and pop was though but I can't even remember when my pop pop was alive..
Should we be ashamed of getting old? I don't know but I do know that I wouldn't mind it when it comes (old age). Especially if I was growing older with another person.
I am just typing lol I needed a break. I was doing a paper on 1700-1900 century art movements and old historic artist like Georges Seurat, Claude Monet... we had to choose an artist we would replicate ourselves as and of course I had to choose my favorite painter, illustrator.. Norman Rockwell (the image above). I don't think my artistic abilities can match his but I know a little more about him and his paintings so nothing major. I was thinking of doing Andy Warhol...
Well, break time is up. I guess I shouldn't prolong finishing this.
Oh yeah and I'm keeping this blog. Can't knock the older things.. you know?
March 23, 2009
Babe,
We both know my hatred for this film. However, you did sorta liked this movie and will probably not ever admit it to anybody. It's okay that you went to see it on opening day with the boys. And it's even okay that you have an "Edward" jacket. It's okay, it's our little secret babe.
Wellllllll.....
there's a little itty bitty contest thing on SocialVibe to win the DVD of this movie and some movie posters. Guess what? I entered it. LOL! Sue me.
I only entered it because I know you would want it. You would probably watch it over and over if you had it. You see, I could just go buy the DVD for you but it wouldn't be the same. This just seems so much more amusing right now. Idk, maybe I'm just feeling weird because I haven't eaten anything all afternoon. I don't know. Either way, I entered the contest. LMAO! I'll be in competition with all the Twilighters on SocialVibe. Oh lord have mercy! Such competition!
Now watch, knowing my darn luck .. I'll win the darn DVD too! If I do win, I just might suck it up, sit there & watch it with you. I know how much you'd like to torture me into seeing it again.
Anywho, I love you. I'll talk to you soon pandabutt.
xoxoxo
Me.
Me.
March 13, 2009
Unusual sleeping patterns
........
I had a pretty shitty day.. that isn't really important enough to rant about BUT! When someone purposely goes out their way to make your day shitty, smile at them. And kill them with kindness. Good stuff, good stuff. (thanx babe)
So, again! Infectious.com Infectious.com Not a plug, but that contest... I think it is rigged lol I think any online graphics contest is somehow rigged. Maybe it is all in my imagination but people are digging some stuff on there that isn't all that great. Some stuff doesn't even pertain to the contest rules at all.. I mean, art is art. But some of the images on there is wack and I hate to be a sore thumb about it but it's the undeniable truth!?!
WATCH MEN??????
Really, I was lost half into that movie, but folks! That movie is XXX rated lol! It is not your typical super hero flick! Don't take the kiddies. I had two knuckle heads with me laughing and smiling through the whole film... man, I hope I don't get slammed for that in the morning. I know I am because kids have big mouths man. Tell on you in a heart beat!
So, recap!
........
I had a pretty shitty day.. that isn't really important enough to rant about BUT! When someone purposely goes out their way to make your day shitty, smile at them. And kill them with kindness. Good stuff, good stuff. (thanx babe)
So, again! Infectious.com Infectious.com Not a plug, but that contest... I think it is rigged lol I think any online graphics contest is somehow rigged. Maybe it is all in my imagination but people are digging some stuff on there that isn't all that great. Some stuff doesn't even pertain to the contest rules at all.. I mean, art is art. But some of the images on there is wack and I hate to be a sore thumb about it but it's the undeniable truth!?!
WATCH MEN??????
Really, I was lost half into that movie, but folks! That movie is XXX rated lol! It is not your typical super hero flick! Don't take the kiddies. I had two knuckle heads with me laughing and smiling through the whole film... man, I hope I don't get slammed for that in the morning. I know I am because kids have big mouths man. Tell on you in a heart beat!
So, recap!
- women hibernate
- bad day
- infected infectious.com
- watchmen = blue dude is kind of creepy
So that's it, hopefully I'll sleep... after watching this 3-point shoot out on ESPN2 and kudos to the people who can sleep now, lucky bastids!
later
February 21, 2009
If you live your life by other peoples standards
...your life is no longer your own.
And that there is just another mans opinion BUT on to this, I was going to wait till I came back from the doctors to post something but I might as well utilize the time at my friends expense. If anyone knows, I have asthma, yes my one medical problem. I'm going to get it checked out today also the pain in my groin area here (points to it) hurts after running laps, I need a good physical again seeing as the last Doc failed to give me a complete physical for practice. That is a problem, when your primary Doc fails you, major problems.
What's new?: I'm really into this BECK: Mongolian Chop Squad anime series PLUS the bonus features on the DVD, got to love bonus features. Been drawing, that's no news. Intern is what it is, I'll save that complaint for when it actually means something. Still going to that Apple fair-thing-whatever it's called at Polytech, kind of excited. Behind in one class but Monday I hope to turn that all around. My school is rebuilding their bathrooms so now the water is down in the building for a whole week, sucks for whoever cares? The women are causing riots, didn't know women actually liked using public restrooms? Now they have to go to the building across the street to use the Unisex restroom. Ha! Wal-Mart is sucking life and existence but their bakery made pizza's are GOOD, I'm a pepperoni lover, man. Made a new background for this blog, it's a little more personalized now.
Anyone on some Exile?
...your life is no longer your own.
And that there is just another mans opinion BUT on to this, I was going to wait till I came back from the doctors to post something but I might as well utilize the time at my friends expense. If anyone knows, I have asthma, yes my one medical problem. I'm going to get it checked out today also the pain in my groin area here (points to it) hurts after running laps, I need a good physical again seeing as the last Doc failed to give me a complete physical for practice. That is a problem, when your primary Doc fails you, major problems.
What's new?: I'm really into this BECK: Mongolian Chop Squad anime series PLUS the bonus features on the DVD, got to love bonus features. Been drawing, that's no news. Intern is what it is, I'll save that complaint for when it actually means something. Still going to that Apple fair-thing-whatever it's called at Polytech, kind of excited. Behind in one class but Monday I hope to turn that all around. My school is rebuilding their bathrooms so now the water is down in the building for a whole week, sucks for whoever cares? The women are causing riots, didn't know women actually liked using public restrooms? Now they have to go to the building across the street to use the Unisex restroom. Ha! Wal-Mart is sucking life and existence but their bakery made pizza's are GOOD, I'm a pepperoni lover, man. Made a new background for this blog, it's a little more personalized now.
Anyone on some Exile?
Exile and DJ Day session, so clean and cool that clap is. Can't wait until that tour, my date: March 28th San Bernardino, CA, Paid Dues Festival, Exile always has the best performances live.
So that's that, you people have a good one.
February 14, 2009
February 13, 2009
Sunshine through the palm trees
looks like heaven on Earth...
It looks kind of majestic fantasy-like outside right now, you can smell the Pacific real good now too. I can't wait for Spring! Days like this inspire you to plant trees or something. Do something for your planet kind of feelings. Not that you should be a Planeteer or anything. Just recycle and pick up that news paper that has been sitting in your driveway since Monday. I just might ride my bike to school this morning. No, I will ride it today. BluCHZY needs some air and weight on her.
Tomorrow: Like any other day right? It will feel like it. I was going out of the way of myself and trying to do some things before I left for school this morning.. which FAILED but I will not give up just yet. I know she'll be thrilled at a box of pennies with her name on it but dang, I have 24 hours to complete this. If I can do it, I can do it.. if not, then it is still okay (I hope)
So I spruced up this colorful poster yesterday:
Alright, so:
looks like heaven on Earth...
It looks kind of majestic fantasy-like outside right now, you can smell the Pacific real good now too. I can't wait for Spring! Days like this inspire you to plant trees or something. Do something for your planet kind of feelings. Not that you should be a Planeteer or anything. Just recycle and pick up that news paper that has been sitting in your driveway since Monday. I just might ride my bike to school this morning. No, I will ride it today. BluCHZY needs some air and weight on her.
Tomorrow: Like any other day right? It will feel like it. I was going out of the way of myself and trying to do some things before I left for school this morning.. which FAILED but I will not give up just yet. I know she'll be thrilled at a box of pennies with her name on it but dang, I have 24 hours to complete this. If I can do it, I can do it.. if not, then it is still okay (I hope)
So I spruced up this colorful poster yesterday:
Alright, so:
- I think my copy of RLes album is at the post office (thanks to the fan girl Liz) I received that yellow ticket on my door this morning for a UPS package at the post office. I think it came yesterday night?
- A proud owner of a bow tie, IDK it isn't mine but I took it anyways
- Nervous about Monday...
- New vinyl Nomak RECALM record, it is the mixes to the Calm album- It's good
- MTB4/5?? Ehhh
- ....
- FRIDAY 13th Movie: I'm going to see it right after school right on twilight time tickets are $6.00 bucks!
That's it, enjoy your weekend
January 23, 2009
Terminal C Boredom
So I am posting real quick while I wait to depart from here, it's in the A.M. and I miss her like crazy (sad face) No fret for me though, I always end up talking to her through text or somewhere in the middle, which is cool. I start school back Monday, Ohhhhhh can't wait. Actually, I can wait, I can wait a pretty long time. I do miss my lunch buds and a few of the faculty members but as far as the minor classes, which I have no obligations tied, I could wait. But the much needed break is over, Christmas is over. I love the holidays, man. It is like a time of cooling it down but now that it is over, the much complicated things come into play. School, work, school, find work? Etc, Etc.. I'm not too much worried about the working thing yet. Not that I need a job, but I want a job. I have to be productive man, I can't just sit up and do nothing when out of school. I MUST do something.
Last night I had a slight family issue, the first of many I presume! It was real deep and had me thinking a lot of how people think and react in certain situations. It had chipped off the cold selfishness I had always held on too to a certain degree. I finally stopped thinking of myself and my "horrible life" (I put that in quotes for a reason..) and thought of the lives that surrounded me.
7:30AM
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I'm going to go max out on some Cheetos and cheese while I wait. I like eating hot nacho cheese on cheesy Cheetos with some banana peppers.. don't knock it until you tried it, it taste very good. So hasta (espanol something something) mi Amigos!
So I am posting real quick while I wait to depart from here, it's in the A.M. and I miss her like crazy (sad face) No fret for me though, I always end up talking to her through text or somewhere in the middle, which is cool. I start school back Monday, Ohhhhhh can't wait. Actually, I can wait, I can wait a pretty long time. I do miss my lunch buds and a few of the faculty members but as far as the minor classes, which I have no obligations tied, I could wait. But the much needed break is over, Christmas is over. I love the holidays, man. It is like a time of cooling it down but now that it is over, the much complicated things come into play. School, work, school, find work? Etc, Etc.. I'm not too much worried about the working thing yet. Not that I need a job, but I want a job. I have to be productive man, I can't just sit up and do nothing when out of school. I MUST do something.
Last night I had a slight family issue, the first of many I presume! It was real deep and had me thinking a lot of how people think and react in certain situations. It had chipped off the cold selfishness I had always held on too to a certain degree. I finally stopped thinking of myself and my "horrible life" (I put that in quotes for a reason..) and thought of the lives that surrounded me.
7:30AM
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I'm going to go max out on some Cheetos and cheese while I wait. I like eating hot nacho cheese on cheesy Cheetos with some banana peppers.. don't knock it until you tried it, it taste very good. So hasta (espanol something something) mi Amigos!
Later!
January 20, 2009
Hello Vietnam!!
So it's her birthday on the day of the inuguration of the 44th President! Whoo hoo, yee haw. I also want to take out this time and point out to Marcia that he will not be invited to my next year up coming birthday. You son of a..... (later day for that) but yeah, back to her day, happy birthday babes, today is your day I suppose, since you stole it from the 44th President of the United States of America, I guess I should end this with a picture of a cake??
it's uh, Mac book cake..
January 5, 2009
"If God wanted me to be quiet he would've never showed me what he does."
Pretty deep coming from a man who was portrayed by the media as a "murderous thug".
But, salutations earthlings.. that's my martian greetings, but I thought I submerge from the depths of the holiday cookies and sofa side laziness and type in this blog. I guess go down the list of things on my mind right now, which might not be important to you... the viewer... but I'm glad to share anyways...
In the immensely over drawn scenes of my insomnia last night I was watching old movies on the turner classics channel (TCM), watched this movie called The Roaring Twenties, crime thrillers man.. too cool. Humphrey Bogart's chin was in this movie, dude's chin is like 2 balled up fists! but besides his oddly shaped physique chin, he played a nice guy turned bootlegger, ha! something I can relate too! really caught my attention till I dozed off, really good movie for the most part.. go rent that out or Netflix it man. Speaking of movies, Liz had me watching The Holiday yesterday.. and like always, good movie choice indeed. She gives you like an synopsis of a film, has you a bit shaky at the beginning but always ends up making you want to search and buy the DVD, influences influences.. tsk, tsk
Also on my mind, i'm ready to let go of the things i've held onto for dear life of 2008, man. 2009 is just 2009 for me but i'm really happy to see a lot of people happy these days, that crap sounds hella optimistic which i'm anti about but seriously, you can't help but feel that way for people who deserve it... i've tossed and turned a few lives but not as much as the many who have influenced mine. And that's cool.
Who caught that crap on the History channel lastnight? Nostradamus, 2012? Creepy stuff. Basically there is suppose to be an catastrophic event during the year of 2012, December 21st where the planets and sun are aligned together causing crazy storms, blackouts, practically the whole end game! insane, I really can't see it happening but whose to say it wouldn't?
So let me go and eat some healthy all American frosted flakes. They're suppose to be great right?
oh.. and took off the old wallpaper, i like the original one anyways
view if you want: http://i36.tinypic.com/sew00g.png that's cool now that I look at it...
peace to middle east
Wait
hilarious
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