"We think of an eBook as an intelligent pet."

Did you know 60% of Americas youth will not pick up a book to read till the age of 12? Or that some will not till they are told to do so by their literature school teacher? bananas huh? not that kids now a days have the option to do so.. my little cousins rather sit on the Wii all day or find some sort of Wifi on their pods and players to watch YouTube.. you can't blame them though, it's just the way things are... sort of. Things are made easy now, man. you can have a full course meal in less than 15 minutes in a microwave! They even have minute made rice or those frozen-pop-in-the-microwave-done-in-5-minutes veggies!

not the veggies!

I can't talk, I'm a xbox user and a itouch user, but I do like to get out, time is short! got to live this life or regret not doing a damn thing. So simple stuff, like going to those markets or comic book stores, or even a few rounds of miniature golf.. i'll do it. I mostly like board-part stores or playing the piano, maybe on a drum set (the years have me n00b on them) And a good book too (though I haven't finished Jane Eyre, yet!) I'm into sci-fi and life changing.. story-telling books. Last book I finished was The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas, good book.

So yeah, for 2009 lets place a book in front of the kids or hook them up to something that is totally different from anything they've ever played in a video game or seen on YOUHELLTUBE..

Happy New Years

peca, peca peace!!

"So some days I take the bus home, just to touch on..."

what's going on?

something is wrong with singingbox -scratches head, maybe it's the virus I put on this PC... (watching Seven lbs, which I thought was good.. until Liz murdered it) I jacked up my unc's computer, so let me pray he doesn't notice the porn pop ups, bananascrazy and lays off me for a few days...

so I forward out a hateful txt message about my birthday to 6 fools who forgot! and I guess some of you decided to hit me up with the "sorry I missed blah blah" txts, msgs and phone calls, it's cool man, I was just kidding, it's just a birthday but thanks in advance -salutes I didn't do anything really, I wasn't expecting much but having a few care more than I did was a pretty cool feeling

happy belated birthday Sammy, on the 18th, and happy birthday Steve! we got the same day and everything, I guess Sagittarius do rule Mai..

but yeah, I'm loving this season right now and the feeling of what's left of my crazy family. that's what it's all about right? surrounding yourself with loved ones, giving to just give.. I like that, sometimes I wish I could give more but I know some who really aren't asking for all of the presents and cards.. just to be considered is enough and that is what's up so from me.. to yours, happy holidays, Merry Christmas, Feliza Natividad, Hanuka, Kwanzaa, etc, etc..

It's your birthday!

Happy birthday to youuuuu.
Happyyyy birthdayyyy. Happpy birthdayyyyyy.
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

You're a bit phenomenal, a bit magical, a bit of something (I'm sure) I cannot attain but want to run a thousand miles (like a wild animal) for in the middle of the night to try and grasp anyway. I love you more than you'll ever know.

Have a great birthday baby.
(even though I've told you a gazillion times today!)



P.S. A month from today will be my birthdayyyyyyy.That's not important right now because today is your day but still, I wanted to throw that in there ;]

I guess I can do a small update for myself.

What's been going on with me lately? Nothing much! But sadly, I'm distancing myself from a lot of people and if you're feeling that vibe, I'm sorry. Stuffs been heavy and who needs another heavyheart-trying-to-find-his-way-in-this-world friend at their doorstep? Sike naw, but I'm going through what the average person goes through, with a sprinkle of family issues to top it off. Oh, and I can't forget school. Which isn't much of a problem, but I'm on academic probation for dropping Math. Wtfwaffles?

The holidays are coming in soon. I WILL BE EATING this Thanksgiving. I will have my shares of the onion stuffings, the turkeys, and sweet potato pies............. Damn, those sweet potato pies.

But I wish she was around though, holidays just don't seem like holidays anymore for me. But I try to make the best of it and keep what I have left as close as possible.

But yeah, stay up, be safe and live.

Goodmorning baby!

The weather is absolutely nasty today. It's been raining all night and now .. still raining. It's terribly depressing if you ask me :/




However, I checked the weather forecast and it's beautiful in Oceanside today. Good good! I want nothing but sunshine to keep you warm throughout your day. I didn't want to wake you up this morning. I got up fairly early, maybe like 5-ish? Yeah, something like that. I made some tea. Tea is good for the soul you know? I made some pancakes too (mainly for Vicky). I wasn't really hungry.

Most likely I'll regret not having something to eat later since I have such a busy day ahead of me. Oh well, I'll figure something out later. I miss you lots. I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't help but giggle at how hard you were huffing and puffing. Hehehe.

I love you baby. Hopefully I'll talk to you soon :)

"Your light all the world with your energy"

Definitely woke up this morning feeling a little better than the night before. With the weight of the world on my shoulder, she takes the ton of bricks off and carries a few with her too. But more on to that later. A few things I am looking forward to this week and on forward to the weekend:

Robin Thicke's new album "Something Else", on the 30th

Sounds real good, but this is Robin Thicke, so there's no way it couldn't be good. You have to check out that leaked song, 'Ms Harmony'. I uh, completed this Math paper, with the help of the Asian Math Magician. The completion of the "Street" drawing. I'm just really trying to move forward with that, been doing this all week and the week before this week. That shit is just stressful in it's entirety. I can not stress , live once, right? 

What else is there?

Oh yeah, we talked about a few things last night. It was very random but I can't help but press for her to talk to me. I rather hear you yelling than giving me complete silence. A woman with nothing to say. Ah, killer. But you know what? I guess I can't live thinking I am the "only one" with problems-Well, I didn't really. I've always thought there was someone out there like me, but I didn't come close to realizing it could be someone so close to me. I don't know, I'm just trying to live as much as possible right now. Thanks for your patience, babe.

But yeah, I almost forgot, I'm looking forward to the Presidential Debates this Friday when I get off of work. Oh yeah, oh yeah. I'm mad McCain tried to get out of the whole debate though, pussy. Cerealiousy, it's something to watch, very important people, very important. 

Like the people say at school,

 "Are you registered to vote yet? -with Obama t-shirt on"

Lol, I'm out, school. Laters.

Good morning oceanside!

Hi baby.

I hope you got plenty of sleep.
-giggles @ the thought of you mumbling in your sleep

Oh goodness.
I'm so lateeeeeee right now.
Technically, I should already be in the car driving to school to study for a little bit before taking my Cognition Exam. Yet.. I'm sitting here devouring this slice of pizza & writing in your bloggy.

I miss you.
Hopefully I'll get to talk to you before you go to work.
Am I?

I think when I get out of Anatomy (my last class) you would already be half through with your shift at work. Grr!!! If I don't get to talk to you before then :) have fun at work babe!

I love you very much.
I hate to leave but I have to gooooooo right now.
Tooodles panda butt. MUAH!

[edit]
Okay, it's 8:07am which mean I'm here at the library ready to hit the books and guess what? My study partner is running late because she wanted to go grab a "quick" bite to eat.

-insert nasty look here

I was late leaving the house, went to get coffee and still made it here before her ass! Ain't that something baby? Anyways, the stupid guy at starbucks messed up my coffee. How the freak do you mess up my order when I go in there twice, everyday and always order the same darn thing? Goodness gracious. These people are just trying my patience this morning! It's whatever though, I got to talk to you before I got to school so I'm happy (even though you were in a sleepy-zombie like stage).

me: Go back to sleep baby!
you: *grumbles* Noooo baby, I miss you.
me: Carmine! Bed! Now!
you: Nooooooo.

No more than two minutes later.. I hear your ass snoring.

How freaking cute! LOL! Anywho, I should really go. (for real this time) Byeee baby!

BUSTED!

Intimacy in space?

That picture is actually amazing in full size. You can closely see the slight burst in the rays of light towards the bottom. That sets me at "AW" man. I like that.

So I'm going to the MIDNIGHT JUGGERNAUNTS concert in October. Definately. In San Diego, motherfucking yes. Excuse my french, but I can't wait. Nope, nope.

I'm interested a few blogs I've been reading. I like reading peoples blogs. Though I comment rarely, I read them, scouts honor. But that's what's important right? Getting the readers attention. I mean, yeah commenting is awesome an such but just knowing someone is actually taking time out to actually READ your blog is more comforting, yeah?

It's labor day, man and I can only think of one thing right now.

BBQ

That seems like the thing to do on days like this. Grill it up, big man. Not just small foods and hot dogs, but some Ribs, Steaks, Lambs, Pork, etc, etc... I'm not big on the pork but I'll carnage some beef tip ribs in a second! But Liz has this thing to where she thinks she can out eat me. OUT EAT ME? She has that, don't-gain-a-pound, weight so she has it in her mental that she can out eat me? I understand you have a bottomless pit stomach babes, but you're not man enough to out eat a beef rib tip champ.

-grins

Hope people are enjoying their labor days.

Later

this is where my heart resides ...

Good morning baby.

You're probably a bit surprised to how in the world did I make time this morning to hack into your bloggy & writer? Lol, well I woke up at 5:30 am and got ready for class. As I was rushing to get ready and trying to grab something quick to eat, I thought to myself.. "wtf was I thinking signing up for a class this early in the morning? AND it's freaking Anatomy too? EEK!"

So I opened up the macbooky and switched my Anatomy lecture class to a later time in the afternoon. I think that's a much better move. I won't have to rush to get ready in the morning and all that jazz. Also, you won't have to worry about keeping me up a bit later at night since I don't have to get up so early in the morning.

Well, it's a quarter to 8 so I should leave in a few minutes for my Individuals in Modern Society class. I have four classes today so it's going to be a longgggg day. I hope you got plenty of sleep last night. I miss you and I love you lots. I have to go nowww but I'll be home later! Muah!

P.S. Breakfast is in the kitchen! I made Victoria some chocolate chips pancakes before school so I left you some too ;]

1/2 in love with Elizabeth.

This is directly from itouch, can't sleep, don't want to watch tv (that shit kills brain cells, reals), she is sleep, I could listen to her breathe all night but I put the phone down for a second to laugh at Johnny Quest an not wake her up. I'm just up now, talking about nothing. Excuse this, matter of fact.. you don't have to read this, man LOL I'm just going on about nothing. 

It is approximately 10:40PM westside time, about 1:40AM, eastern. And uh, midwest? About, 12:40AM? Something like that. (That was just some FYI for you guys. Who watches are broke, your welcome. -smiles)

Um, what else? I'm watching Boomerang channel, Johnny Quest is on. That's cool.

Uh? I got to my 5th patient on AMATEUR SURGEON ACT II, hoped that linked worked, I'm trying to get my score/name on TV, this is me being famous. -smiles big

What else? I'm not sure, things are getting better day by day and I can only thank God for that. I'm walking in with my faith upped a notch and my pride aside. 

-shhhhhhhhs, shes moving around.....

But yeah. That's pretty much the gist of things. I hope you nutcrackers are okay and progressing productively in your lives. Hope you wish the same for me. 

BB, your BANNER IS NICE AS HELL. 

Adina, your banners are looking the same too often. With different celebs. But me likey.

Mars, you don't even do your own shit so.... yeah.

Mai, stop stealing layouts. :/

Night!

Harry Potter

Will Harmony finally bone Ron?

Harry isn't a fan of the asians anymore??

-shocked as hell, dude.

The Spirit

Anyone a comic book weirdo as I am, would know of the "Spirit" comics. Old, old fashion comic strips. Way back who knows! Basically, some masked weirdo who fights crime, like a cop-super-hero guy but seems to find his hands in so many women, he was depicted the first male-super hero whore before Batman and Johnny Quest (lmfaooooo @ the Johny Quest part) Ah, and they made a movie! Yeah, a movie. But whoever enjoyed Sin City and 300 would like this shit. Crime fighting, weirdo villains, Samuel L Jackson with a weird haircut, slow moving, soft core sex, with dames and lightening effects. Awesome? 

I mean, I mean, who wouldn't enjoy a movie with Eva Mendes in it? Lol @ Samuel though, they officially made him into an complete Nazi SMH I like the graphics though, excites me. 
Well, my day is shut. Just going to kick it in this weather. Later.

Your name feels like the word, "home" in twelve different languages.

Right now, I see you in ways that are a little more tender than anybody else in my life. I see you better than expensive chocolate. The kind you allow to melt in your mouth, on your tongue, to make it last longer. That's the only kind that I like!!! I see you as a lovely kiss. The ones that last longer than 14 seconds. The ones that make the back of your throat tingles to the bottom of your spine. Gahhh!

I guess, you are like all of my most favorite things. The smell of peppermint, a cup of english tea, a hot shower in the morning, a steaming bath after a long day at work. Absolutely decadent! You are all of those decadent things.

You are velvety rose petals, you are unforgettable lyrics, you are fine wine, you are waterfalls, you are marshmallow clouds, you are everything and more. You're more than I ever imagined you to be. Sometimes, I think of your name, say it in my head and I see lime-green popsicles (you know how much I love those). I see you like a shiny, new penny. The ones so clean you bother to check the year, think about it more than once throughout the day. [shoves you in my pocket so I can keep you safe]

So, I probably sound like such a dork after typing all of that mushy gushy stuff. And I look like a bigger dork sitting here giggling over how cute your layout is too! That only shows the kind affect you have on me, you big fat panda you!

Forgive me. I totally turned your blogspot into a fuzzy ball of panda cute-ness! Gahhhh, don't you just love it? Well, I sure do. If you don't like it, I'll take it off and use it for my blog instead. It's no biggie, I'll still love you though. I always will.. no matter what! Don't you ever forget it.

I had a vision of love and it was all that you've given to me.

I bet you wanna go listen to that song now huh babe? Lol, I tried looking for the video so I can post it in your bloggy but the one on youtube won't give me get the codes. GRR that darn youtube! But yeah, I was thinking about all those records you played last night on my drive to work this morning. I think it's great that you have such a variety taste for music. I remembered going to the Rock&Roll Hall of Fame in Cleveland and I wanted to stay there all day. It's fascinating. Just hearing the excitement in your voice last night, reminded me of how powerful music can be. You're a lot more knowledgeable about music history than most people I know and I think that's pretty cool. It's not weird at all. I don't think you should call yourself weird just because it fascinates you. It actually sets you apart from the rest so embrace it! I also think that it helps you really connect with people. I know you're not all about socializing and making oodles and oodles of friends, but you can if you ever wanted to. Everyone likes music, we might have different tastes but when it comes to it.. we all like it. So by bringing music in as a conversation starter, you can pretty much talk to ANYBODY! That's pretty cool in my book.

I wasn't planning on ranting & raving about all of that this early in the morning. Anyways, I'm at work and I miss you lots! I've been checking the news every chance possible to keep track of this stupid hurricane [sigh] I didn't want to leave you this morning to go to work but unfortunately, I have responsibilities to fulfill so I can't just stay in bed and lounge around with you all day. On a brighter note, only 6 more hours till I'm off of work :] and tomorrow I have the day off!

I'll give you a ring on my lunch break. Be good and try not to spend any money while I'm gone okay? I can't afford you & vicky's shopping habbits. Tsk tsk! You're lucky I love you. Plus, if you do buy anything else this week.. it's off to the couch you go Carmine! I am so serious tooo. Hmph!

"Sometimes I do forget, how much we 

could ease the lives we lead. If we learn 

to let go the reins that we hold, return to 

our souls and let the spirit flow"

I'm pending on whether I need to type this or not (... pending, pending) might as well.

I was chilling at Harbor Beach today, a lot of homeless people we're hanging there too. This guy comes up to this lady and her child sitting next to me. I was sitting like a few inches from them so I kind of over heard the man's reasons to approaching them. He introduced himself, by first and last name. Shook her hand and everything, glanced at the the woman's son a bit... nodded at me.

Guy was tall, seemed to be in his early 50's or so, had a nice face but his clothes were very dirty and rugged. Had a dog with him, a huge BEAUTIFUL Golden Retriever. (I love Golden Retrievers) He said he use to live in Arizona, till his son died in a car accident him and his wife had, his wife died months later from depression, blaming herself for her son's death. His son flew out of the front window, no seat belt, him and his wife he said, barely made it. He son was 7. He talked about his parents, and how his father use to beat the crap out of him. His mom died a few months back, doesn't have any siblings, or relatives. 

He said he was a very successful accountant for a law firm or something, had money, house, wife, and a beautiful kid. Shared the hobby of collecting old Classic rock band posters at concerts  (He was definitely cool in book then) Was living the American Dream till it all was taken from him. Hasn't recovered since. He was going on and on and the lady is just listening. Heh, I'm listening too, his story out of a few that I've heard was very interesting. Couldn't help but to listen. 

An hour goes by and I say to myself, "Here's the donation portion of the conversation..." Sounds mean, but living here in California, a lot of the people who are less fortunate than others and living on the streets share no shame in asking for money. And most people like I, share no problem with giving what little we have. Dude stands up, looks out to the other people on the beach, and says he enjoyed talking to us, said he doesn't talk to anyone, much. A lot of people see him and stray away or find ways avoiding him when it comes by. He doesn't look for cash, doesn't want a check, just an ear.. someone to talk too. This shit made my heart heavy. I never, in my years of life, encounter a man like this. 

He shakes our hands, thanking us on his exits. Grabs Penny (His dogs name) and starts to leave. I see dude leaving and I just can't deal with that. Something told me to do something, something told me to just sit there too. I ran to my car man, got my wallet out the glove compartment and ran to the nearest ATM (no luck in the nearest). All this, is like 5-10 minutes tops. Some dude was having a moment at SunTrust... I go back to where I was and I don't see him. I'm searching for this guy, looking everywhere. He was nowhere. I asked the lady if she knew which way he went, she was as shocked as I was, said he was just walking up the beach.. insane. 

I looked for him, for about 30 minutes or so.. I don't know, I tell my boy what happened and he's like it could've been some dude, trying to get sympathy and cash afterwards. And that it was good I didn't give him money. I don't believe that, I really don't. I have instincts about these things and that... Well, it was something else. That man left something on me when he left and I will never forget his face or name. 

Richard Wallace

LMFAO.

"I gotta wholelotta kisses"

I'm a musicloser just like the rest of you and I've been listening to R Kells new 12play album all day. 

• At school
  
• In the car
  
• Sleeping at school
  
• At Home
  
• In a chair, with a bear (liz)

I like, some of the songs. I suppose.  :/ "your body has a sign that says come get me" I bet, that sign said "Seventeen & Underage" I know, wrong time for a Kelly plug. I've been also listening to Lloyd too -scratches head, it's alright. Dude sound like he slithering into the ladies bedrooms. Creepy.

Old: I've been jammin' to my MJ and some old ass 311, I got cassettes of their first LP.. :| yeah! I got a old ass cassette player. You know, the one you have to flip over to rewind the tape. LOL I might go harass a good record shop, they still have those on this strip in LA, fuck a CD.

I did the banner at school. See, what I do is, take an assignment handed and either put it up there or print it out for the halls or something in school. (They like it when you display your "talent")  

Well, nothing else to type. 

Oh, I would do the cliche shout out thing but half you nards already know what needs to be said. 

later.

edit, Since my socialvibe's banner has been on Lizzy's blog, I've upped almost 100 points. 

Losermode yes?

"People are strange, when your a stranger 

faces look ugly, 

when your alone."

We Don't Need No Education.mp3

It's raining right now. I like the sound of thunder for some reason. It excites the hell out of Liz, but I like it. Liz is over here watching "Forgetting blahh blah" (I forget) while I'm cooking yellow rice, jacking up the stove. I might make shit look messy but you can't deny the cooking skills holmes. 

Was bored today, going through records, listening to music. I guess that took up some time. Had a small chat with a friend, might plan a trip here or so. There's this thing at Pacifica Park next week, so we might scope that out.

Honest, there's nothing generally to blog about, so let me re-call this nut and finish grilling these chicken breast. Ah, see... I can't beat my "cat meat" Liz, it's chicken! -smirks.

Oh, NASA is turning 50 today, that shit is cool. Google is celebrating it's 50th birthday, with their little snazzy banners of planets and rockets. 

Yeah, I'm a space nerd.

Later.

-BEATS LIZZY to posting Nasa B-day in blog.

Babyloveeeee.
<3

So, you're pretty much the reason for this big goofy grin on my face. You always know how to put a permanent smile on my face (even when you aren't even trying) and I love that. I love when you sing all night long till I fall asleep only to be woken up to more beautiful love songs. I've got to admit, I'm in love with that country song you made for me yesterday. Goodness, my cheekies hurtin because I was laughing so hard. Gosh, I love how silly you are. There's never a dull moment.

"Cause when I wake up next to youuu the sun shines so much brighter.
And when I hear a song with you, it seems to take me higherrrr.
Just being with you is the truth, without you I'm a liar."


Now I know you're probably miserable at work right now, I know baby.. I know. I had a miserable time at work too .. until I got to talked to you :) Then everything was ten times better. So hurry on home babe.. I miss you lots. I've made dinner for you. Steak and potatoes right? Oh, we've got ice-cream too!!!! I'll try my best to take your mind off of things and it all better. You've had a long day. We both had. I just want to crawl into bed and snuggle up to my pandabuttt. I promise I'll even try not to cough on you tonight. Pinky swear! Ohhh and guess what baby? We both have the day off tomorrow so we can just spend the whole day in bed together. Sounds good huh? Uh huhhh.

Okay baby, I'll stay up and wait for you to get out of work. Come home soon!

I love you Carmine.
And oh, you are my good luck charm ;] MUAH! There's no denying it!

Sum ppl are destined for greatness,

Me? I'm just happy to be here, man.

Quickly, 

I'm cerealiously thinking of dis-associating myself from some of the people I encounter. On and off-line, some of you are you're worst enemy. Dudes gossiping? Yeah! Actual males, gossiping to each other. Check that? Yeah? 

Since Obama got elected, times has "changed."

Enough of that unimportant shit. 

My day was gruesome, aside from locking myself out my own house, It could've ordained worst. You ever get that day, where shit becomes baked for you? Not high/blazed baked, but that burn out session, where everything is going to hell? "honies sweat the style, like the squirrels sweat the nuts"   yeah, it's getting pretty mean on these streets. Bare with me.

I know half of you people/bloggers who glance here from time to time, don't know me. And might slightly feel I am an asshole and what have you, but.. I'm actually pretty decent. I'm pretty neat once you really get to know me and talk to me. I'm far from what you would expect. Che, I'm home trained. Besides, half the people I know are through my girlfriend.

 -points to her

So, that should pre-own me some cool points, yeah? Yeah, she straight owns this blog cause I financially refuse to have internet along with my alarm system, my talking garage and my HBO, CINEMAX, SHOWTIME, 2,000 other channels, ETC, ETC... Shit is pricey, so her girl-a-fying my blog is something she likes to do. 

Well, I'm going to fucks with this game and eat some Nachos

Remember?

westsideee, is the bestsideee.

You're my source of hope and the air I breathe.
The love you give is the greatest gift I've ever receive.

Good morning honey.
Well it's morning time for you but practically afternoon for me. I was so out of it when you called this morning, no shit. I was just in la la land. I just remembered waking you with you telling me you love me and then I'd fall back into sleep again. Aww. Now you're goneeeee.

-looks around-
HMPH! It's okay though because you're at school and getting your education on.

I hope you're having a good day at school. Remember what I said this morning okay? You can't wake up expecting today to be a bad day. Everything can be either good or bad, it's how you choose to look at it.

I miss you & I don't feel too well either babe :[ My throat is all scratchy and shit. Grr! I sound horrible. Let's hope I can get my voice back before the interview tonight. I'm going to make some soup and some theraflu. Ehh. I'll talk to you later baby.

And oh, last night was all your fault.


I love pandabutt!

Hi babe.

Lookieeee loook look!



!#$%^?!!!!

-gives you flower
Gah, so cuteeee.


That's my absolutely favorite part from the movie.
You're Walle and I'm Eve, right?
-giggles

Walle is cute.
You're cuter though. Well, actually.. you have your moments. There are times where you are beyond cute, it's ridiculous. Other times, I just want to shove you into a box and ship you off to Africa. I'm so serious too! You drive me nuts yet keep me sane all at the same time. How do you do it huh? Lol, I love you for it though.

We haven't talk much these days. Because of my phone actin up? Smh. I got a new charger like you told me though. So that shouldn't be a problem anymore .. I'm sure you were getting frustrated with it. I know I was.

I miss you lots.

I don't much to say right now since this fever got me all delirious & shit. [sigh] I hate being sick but it seems like I'm always sick these days :/

Will you get me some chicken noodle soup? And ice-cream. Gummy bears too okay?


I'm going to crawl back into bed and wait for you.
I love you Carmine.

It's driven me before.. 

It's a partially good day. Almost, it's still in the AM on my side so the day has time to make up for my wack wake up. It's sunny outside, that's a good sign. But man, when it hits around the afternoon, it get's nasty hot. I need a breeze or something. Some cooling palm tree next to my car. You know when you get inside and it's muggy hot, seat burns you. You have to crank the car up and let the AC blast without you in it. Someone remind me to get a glass cover? 

Whoooooooosha.

I bet you guys are like, why I made these huge title fonts. I don't know? They extend my blog so that I don't have to type too long. 

Me, Nemo, and Greg are going to see the Dark Knight Sunday, I know.. I know.. It shouldn't be a surprise. I mean, I'm not a Batman fan, Superman all day, but this movie looks to be a box office hit. WANTED sucked. To all those WANTED fans, WANTED sucked. Besides Angelina's butt shot, WANTED sucked. And the main character too, Wesley? He sucked as well. Cornball. 

So, uh. I'm going to the Harbor today, I just want some funnel cakes man. Oh, I have to set flyers everywhere for my job. I'm at the Net Cafe right now, printing out 100 copies. 10 cents each right? Nah, they bumped it up a dime. It's 20 cents each. Damn.

$$$$$

Everything is so costly now. You would think in our day and age we would develop ways to save the economy, reuse, recycle and produce. Heck no, we don't and that mess is sad. Gas is almost 5 bucks here. ALMOST.  And the cost of buying rice in bulk is ridiculous. Poor asians. Everyone is so materialized. It's sick. I can't front, I enjoy a few things technology brings but I can not based having those things on my life. I can't. God has blessed me with the little I have, why should I consume and buy shit I don't really need? (waits for Lizzy to say something)

Idk, we need to focus on what's behind the smoke screens. Not saying we can't live normal healthy lives. We should be doing that now, heh? 

› Lizzy: dont ask how i got it

dunk killer: :/

› Lizzy:  http://i34.tinypic.com/116j32h.jpg

dunk killer: How'd you get it?

dunk killer: LMFAO!

-smacks her butt

I'm outtie

Excerpt from previous blogs, why can't we call it "Square of friends"? Or "Oval of friends"? And why do they necessarily have to be your friends? You know about 78% of these people don't even associate with you on a daily basis!

:/

walks away.

Press play!



The kisses of the sun were sweeet I didn't even blink
I left it in my eyes like an exotic drink
The radio playing songs that I have never hearddddd
I don't know what to say .. oH!
Not another word .. just LA LA LA LA LA
It goes around the world
just LA LA LA LA LA!!!!


We all know how much you love this song right baby?

And if you dont, I'll just sing it some more so that your little head will explode.

:D



Alrighty .. enough with all the silly crap.
I've been meaning to write in your blog all day but this thing called "work" kept me really busy. But now I've got some time to write while you're watching movies with the kids. I can't help but notice how cute you are when they're around. I mean, you're pretty darn cute (most of the times) but when you're babysitting .. it's even cuter.

-pinch your cheekies




-watch you turn all red
Hey baby, you know what?
I'm really glad you're here.
Really!

I mean it.

I remember watching an episode of my favorite show one night and this woman asked, "If you love me and we could never ever touch .. what would you do?"

The man replied, "If I loved you? Then I would love you any way that I could. If we couldn't touch then I would draw strength from your beauty and if I went blind then I would fill my soul with the sound of your voice and the content of your thoughts until the last spark of my love for you ..."

That's beautiful huh? Very.
I guess, I can relate to this statement.

Since the first time and till this very day, I still find your voice very calming to my soul.
And believe it or not but I do draw strength from you. I'm not too stubborn or prideful to admit it either. I do need you, more than you'll ever know.

It amazes me how I can have the absolute worst day ever but the minute I hear your voice on the other end of my phone, nothing else matters.

I just lose myself.
I don't quite know what to say.

At times, you've got me struggling to find the words to say.

Other times, I'm just happy to hear you and just knowing you're there .. is just enough. That's just how much power you have over me. Scary huh? I mean, you've always had this funny way of being able to make me forget there was anything happening outside of what's happening right now.

No worries.

There's only right now with you.

I'm not quite sure if I'm even making any sense right now.

I'll just slide up next to you & watch you devour this slice of pizza.

I love you Carmine.

Hi babe!

It's meeeeeeeeeee.



Yup yup.
-flips hair


Guess what I have?

Yup.

A video!
:D

FOR YOU!!!!!

I hope you like it.

Good morning babe!

-looks at the Northern light

LOL.


It's about 9am [yawns] and I've been at work for a good hour now. I would much rather be in bed and sleeping the day away with you. Unfortunately, I'll be stuck here till 6pm. Ugh! I have a feeling it's going to be a really busy day too :[

Come rescue me?
Oh, bring me a milkshake too?
I'll love you forever and a day. (not that I don't already)


Have a fun day today okay?
Don't go out buying expensive man toys while I'm at work (coughcoughLIKEYOURBIKEcough).

And stop messing with your blogspot too, it's perfect.


I have to get back to work now.

I love you.

Good Afternoon!

It's Lizzy logging into Carmine's blog again!Since he doesn't have access to the internet for the time being, I'll probably be logging in here more often to blog for him.



LOL. Cute huh?

He's settling into his new place. Loving his new bathtub, on most nights you can find him in there la-la-la-ing! It's quite cute! There's been a minor issue with the tv but we have people working on that right now. It's been a whole week so Carmine is getting a bit annoyed. Hopefully they'll fix it soon or else it's going to be World War 3. Other than that, everything is going well :)


Adios!

Hey pandabutt!

-playlist loading

I'm looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion
cause if you're not really here .. then the stars don't even matter.

Now I'm filled to the top with fear but it's all just a bunch of matter
cause if you're not really here .. then I don't wanna be either.

I want to be next to you.

-sits next to you

This song is just awesome. I was jamming to it all day at work yesterday. LOL I'm pretty sure even texted some parts of the lyrics to you :] Speaking of work, it's been super duper busy here. I've been working non-stop from 8:30 until now.. whew! I miss you. I wonder if you're up yet. Hm.. you need to be!

-looks at phone

5 missed calls & 3 text messages from Love

Awwies.
I had no idea you called babe. I wanted to call you this morning when I was leaving for work but I didn't. I figured you need plenty of sleep after the eventful day yesterday. Too bad I'm at work and we can't talk so I guess I'll just talk to you through this blog. HA! I miss you lots. We didn't really get to talk much yesterday because you were busy running around moving stuffs into your new place. New place. Geez. This is huge. Hearing the excitement in your voice was just the cutest thing ever. I'm not sure if you realized it or not but .. this is YOUR own place. How freaking awesome is that? And that big ol bathtub that can fit about 3 pandas in there? Ugh, I'm so jealous. And let's not talk about the dent in the wall from bringing in the giant tv. I'm even jealous of your dent in the wall, man. LOL Nah, in all seriousness .. this is going to be a big chapter in your life and I'm glad I'll be able to be apart of this growing experience with you.

I have to get back to work now.
Lots of kisses! I love you and I can't wait to talk to you soon.

I'm feeling good about this.

It feels real good tonight.

-feels the breeze through my window.

Cooling it down, trying to do homework. 

Being bombarded with the world. 

Moving, school work, job... school money!

"That's life"

I swear If I go to talk to someone about my horrific time fitting into society with the "That's life" quote easing it's way into every conversation, I'm voting for McCain : / Not only does it make things go down hill, it bothers me. It sucks being bothered by something you feel subjected to, over and over again. So, shut up with that. I know it's life, but damn if I can't have some type of mind ease. 

I'm not perfect, nor is my faith, but man... I still go on to fix the pieces every other day. "A day at a time" right? 

Quick hollers

Jay be easy

Mai be easy

Shanell, be you.

Sammy, be stronger than I.

Noah, stay up?

Davon, stay eatin'!

Marc, be motivated, progress

Liz, love, live life.

Kris, have faith

Drey, be easy

Ace, hustle 

Julie, I miss you meng

Vicky, stay cool

Brandi, stay strong

Greg, show em'... easy

Mom, pray for me

back to homework.

"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned"

I guess this is something like a "blog" confession. Maybe this was typed for no reason at all but only used to my own demise. I don't care, I have something heavy on me and I just can't hold it any longer.

Sometimes I feel like I'm giving up the very thing that makes me who I am. Like my faith is a test to my own judgement, the people I chill with and the ones who cloud my judgement. Love, life, friendships, family... everything is changing and I am just diving in. It's insane though, once I thought I knew it all, thought I had every single thing figured out. I never did. Do we ever? Are we so prideful that we tell ourselves we know it all? That we have it all worked out? So selfish, believing we are responsible for our own achievements? I wake up, not thanking God for each breath of life I take and that kills me. I feel like a hypocrite. 

I am a hypocrite. Saying I will keep his presence in my good graces, only to forget. Keeping the Sabbath day holy, only to forget? When the time comes for my own judgement, what will I have to show for it? Years of a misguided adolescence, finding God when the tough touch of the world gets too rough? Man, my faith is not even defined. I can't say, "Oh, I'm Catholic" "Oh, I am a Christian". I can't even remember the last time I went to church!?

So right here, right now. I beg for forgiveness. I beg for God to use me, as his vessel to show others his love. To be a good man, a friend, a lover. To put aside my differences with the world and those who I claim are my enemies. 

Whoa, I sound crazy huh? Well, yeah... It's something crazy and new to me too. Time to put aside differences, and just live. 

Forgive me

Shit I did today:

• Slept
• Slept
• Made fun of the pirate
• Slept
• Had a sick nightmare
• Packed clothes
• Chilled
• Walked the dogs

wait. I didn't do that yet...

• Didn't walk the dogs
• Cooled
• Watched this awesome trailer

.. 3 more days 

"someday, this will be over.."

Say all the countries leaders and importante people are stranded on an island, we're most likely to get voted off the Island...

Alright so, wish me good luck! 

"I don't have no fancy car. No trendy parts.

Is it me or my wallet she is after.

But then she said, "I'll pay for me" 

I attacked her."

Sick, sick, sick. JP, but uh.. It's a perfect time to blog. Awesome, sick time to type up a blog. 

It's real cool outside, it was muggy hot all day until this breeze just set in. Flowing through the shades, cooling. 

I'm on the phone with the "pirate" looking out this window, chewing on ice from this cup. I feel like I should get a freezer or something from Taco Bell, but since my late employment with them years and years ago, fuck Taco Bell. And their powdered meat. I only fucks with the cinnamon twist anyways, shit is munching. Good.

But yeah, chewing on ice isn't real good for your teeth. It's an habit for me though, an Mom Urban Legends! You know, that shit they tell you is wrong only to satisfy their own fears of you hurting or injuring yourself. That caca-mamy-bullcrap. 

On a dimer side, a friend of mines wants to go the Styx road tomorrow. I don't know, I'm not too keen on these poster boys who skateboard with fashions and trends-ions on. Shit look made up to me, like they're trying to walk the run way instead of riding that shit. Posers. But yeah, I got this interview to go too so......... we'll see man!

Grego The Gr3at: you bein pussy not goin with us

Grego The Gr3at: just sit at home fgot

Grego The Gr3at: do a blog

Grego The Gr3at: a myspac

Grego The Gr3at: e

dunk killer: Sorry, meng. 

dunk killer: I don't respect dudes with 3's in their SN's

dunk killer: (insert laughing smiley)

Grego The Gr3at: jajajaja

Grego The Gr3at: fuck your gf

dunk killer: Precisely. 

Speaking of which, I fixed my cousins break chain on this pullie. They need to bring out those Warranty insured. Pullies are easily torn. 

I'm getting some Chin Chin Chinese food, should be good. I'm not fucking with that generic Panda Express and Mama Fu's crap. I want that out of the back allies into the kitchen rat-chicken wings LOL but yeah, I'm done. 

Oh and yeah, someone please sponsor my dude Grego man, SPONSOR! 

-Pops in Z boyz dvd

-Waits for Chin Chin

-Harasses the pirate

Ahoy Mates!

BASTIEN

"Roses are red, yellow, white.. 

Where have you been all my life?"

MSG From: Lizzy

It's lizzy lube

8:51AM 6-22-08

What an retard.

Via Autozone: So AutoZone is having a Car Week parade or something... this coming week. The hell is that? It is when they choose a car (maybe yours) to parade their gay signs and promote actually nothing. But you get paid for it surprisingly. I don't know, I just might go take my chances at LizzyLube. 

My cousin lost his first baby tooth last night, dude was proclaiming his manhood this morning lmfao. NO "neg." you still believe in the tooth fairy! "Neg." Yeah... so I fueled that tooth fairy crap by putting a Sacagawea coin under his pillow. Sue me?! Kids are kids. 

I woke up, grubbed on some cookie crisp and watched Sponge Bob I couldn't continue the sleep, I had to be productive. - How the hell does spongebob have an ocean in a ocean? A beach underwater?? A beach in a beach?! But yeah, I am even more productive here at AutoZone. I need to get my oil changed, shits been leaking for a good week now. I mean, with the gas prices on davonmode (gay as hell) I can't waste a single drop.

Hold on! I hear the ice cream truck!

False alarm, shit.

But check, I'm looking forward to this day, so none you bastards try an fuck it up? It's already known males are the new panties, so it's hard to get within 4 feet of you fucks. Fucking, social circle. I refuse meng, I refuse. 

-goes to by a cylinder filter 

:/ damn, oil.

"Dudes is too scared to take risk."

"Right, you pussies is making it harder for real niggas out here, you know?"

So my day was okay, until.. yeah, it was oddly shaped and lost foreground. She shapes my moods. Like, none of you could really understand how a single word from her affects me. Why explain? 

So right, I had this small thing for Speech and I called it "The White Man's struggle", oh yeah, the irony has hit a new low huh? Yeah well, it was just something for school. Nothing tragic or too over drawn. I guess, being Caucasian, there is no real struggle. I mean, besides being poor.. when have we ever raised hell about ourselves? I guess, what I am trying to get across.. was this alter ego, of just being mad and fed up with being the barer of all evil. Thought I spare my readers but then again, I want to type this shit out here. Cause I think I did good. Yeah, yeah. Here it goes.

I'm tired of the black man proposing me as a "threat". I'm tired of being blamed for oppression.

"The white man holding the "others" down." Since when did I become the barer of suppression? I'm tired of explaining myself, who I am. Who I be. I'm yellow, green, blue, purple, and red. A different color from the bunch. Tired of being asked why I say this, why I speak this way. Why does my accent carry heavy like a black mans. My posterior and the way I fit my clothes. I'm tired of dudes saying I'm "106th & parked", when did a television show become the symptoms of "acting black"? Matter of fact, how do you act black? Is this something, you take a class for?

"What up son" 

"word up son"

"Nah mean man?"

"These N&%$!Z is crazy!"

Wearing bagging jeans, Fubu and crazy african entrepreneur outfits? Or subscribing to the latest issue to Jet Magazine, the Source, or VIBE. Or eating chicken, saying I'm pro-ghetto.

Am I a cracker with pride? 

THAT'S RACIST.

No, what is racist is you being subjected to no change. Living in the same ages of the "colored man" and the sheep flocked slaves. How am I the reason for Master porches and hot cotton fields? My fore fathers wasn't apart the separation to conquer "them" plan. "Tell them they're different, they'll hold their tongues!!" Our society is a crumble of mixed babies and different races. But still we sit and say we're voting, based on the color of his/or her skin... Rather than facts and liability we hold him/ or her in? I'm a sane white man, lost in a morally challenged world. Ashamed to greet my partners, ashamed to speak the words of my youth. Racism has been around for years with different cloaks and hidden mirrors. Asian American, Black American, Jewish American, Mexican American, Irish American.. White American, Native American, all American. My son will be excited about the Civil Right Movement. My daughter will know the struggles Asian Americans when through during the Pearl Harbor Crisis. My son will know no color. My daughter won't be ashamed of her feelings. My children will grow up knowing we all we're created equal. 

That wasn't all, but I think I got the most of the most out of the paper

The parts that really counted more than the rest.

I'm cooling now. It feels good outside, right Marc? 

I'm telling you. I have some thinking to do right now though. 

-pushes up headphones. sits back and let's the record play

shut up Noah, with your 13K song playlists. 

"And then, something happened.

I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete.

I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom."

Cooling. I slept for 4 something hours when I got home. I was exhausted and aggravated all in one. See, I'm trying to place myself into society. Walk amongst the sheep. But shit is hard. It's like trying to talk to an "igg nant" person who thinks diet soda help you loose weight. Like you can do better off with Coke Zero than the original Coke :/ Same shit? Drink water...

"Retorted."

But. Yeah. Trying to find your place in an environment of different cultures, religions, races, opinions... etc, etc. is nerve racking. Not only do you have to be considerate of others, you have to make sure whatever you say or do doesn't offend the next person. See? Isn't that shit crazy? You have your own opinions and beliefs but you have to be considerate of others. 

On forward, my teacher is an 27 year old self centered brat. She has a Bachelors degree in Science but couldn't explain Newton's Law, correctly, to 27 students. And I hate her. Ah, I don't hate the broad meng, I just hate her opinions. I mean, first day.. okay, she made me take off my hat, cool.. it's cool. Second day, she made me leave my board outside, okay! Cool. The melt down started when she started criticizing me. Like, who the hell are you to tell me what to wear and sound like?? : /  -stops myself.

Anyways man.

LOS ANGELES - Skatepark 
Laguna Hills Skatepark 
25401 Paseo De Valencia 
Laguna Hills, CA

VIMBY - Laguna Hills

dunks.killer: laguna kids get down like that, forills?

G.O the GREAT: dude look like Corbin Blue(sp) in the beginning

 LMFAOOO

"It's like A fucking test."

Damn, Kobe wasn't going to loose that game last night. He was puppeteering L.A.

- I had an off topic Sunday. I'm cereal. I wasn't doing anything I wanted to do yesterday. Liz was gone and I was left alone with idle time and homework. BULLSHIET.

So uh, people's is deleting their blog pages or making the shit private. Uh? Okay?! Well, I'm going to delete that small link list anyways. You dudes is being homo right now!
I came up with the top 5 reasons to why these Emo bastids is deleting/or privatizing their blog pages. LOL


TOP 5 REASONS I DELETED MY BLOG:
5. "I've found life now so I don't need to blog in the cyber world..."
4. "I'm so tired of people judging by my blogs....."
3. "No one reads my blog anyways.. "
2. "...................................................................................."
AND The number 1 reason these fools deleted/ or make private their blogs?!
1. "I just need to find myself and I figured... I can only do by deleting my blog. -deletes, AHH! Now I can sleep a little easier.. "


I'm just fucking around. : /


But serious, peoples is strange these days. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm a strange asshole who likes to mock other lives and reality situations.


Ha, I don't care "negga"

school time

sleep well viet-wigga! I'll call you.

"you is acting real gay right now"

LOL, quote from Riley on Boondocks

Man, I'm bored as !#$%^&*!

Watching some Boondocks and old episodes of Venture Bros. (My shit) Eating a bowl of cheerios, bothering dude for music since Lime wire is being gay! 

Hm, what to "blog" about now...

Man, posting blogs is gay. Heh, seems gay. 

Like, can you picture a thug with a blogger page? Nah foreal, like.. dude chillin' with his boys talking about dumb shit and killing dudes and then he say some to the left shit like, "hold on man, let me go blog about this shit man"

LMFAO for real! Saying, "Hold on man, I'm heated right now, let me go blog about this real quick..."

WTF?

I mean, that would be weird to see right? A thug blogging. 

But yeah, I'm sleepy kind of but not really. It's only 1AM so.. I'm using this idle time for absolutely nothing. Prolly going to watch some more Venture Bros and sippy sippy on this minute maid. Liz fell asleep on me like she had some type of asianitis. LOL, breathing all hard an shit. But I miss her : ( and her chomping on something in the late night ass. I'm not talking about shit on here so, I'll leave it as is and return to watching TV.

outtie 5 trillions

Edit**

I don't even like Nelly.

But this shit feels like the "Steppin in my air force ones 2008" edition : |

"It's not anti-social, it's life."

How it goes? I've been absent a few blogger days, trying to fight these allergies. Keeping healthy and hydrated. Trying to catch up in these classes too, working, establishing my relationship etc. etc. Things that were needed to be done in order to have some type of balance in my life. BIG SMILE 

I suppose I could go into detail but I would bore approximately 87% of bloggers who schemes through my blogs. So to sum it all up, I'm growing now and I would like thank those who've helped me grow as a man, a son, a uncle, a brother, a 'boyfriend" and a mutual friend. Without you, I couldn't grow. Thanks? 

On forward. We type, talk, communicate how we have that significant half in our lives and how they makes us feel, blah blahh. We say things one day ending up with a total mind warp the next. Love comes and love goes these days right? You feel me? No? I'll elaborate. You have two marbles together right? Place these two in a circle and now you have them in a complete 360 right? 360 making it a circle. Making it whole. So then, you add other marbles to the circle and the other marbles determines what happens to the first two marbles. Heh, altering what the first two marbles we're even doing there to begin with. LOL, I confused you huh? (Wtf Carm? Marbles? Really?) My bad. Uh...

Yeah, so, the circle is life, love, success, fidelity and trust. The two marbles are male and female.. or if you're homosexual, something totally different? Right? And the other marbles are friends, family, other people outside of the two, etc. etc. I don't know (I say Idk a lot) just, man, if you're trying to establish something with someone just do it yourself. Don't ask "Keke and them" how they feel about it. Don't involve family members and shiet. I mean, advice is cool and everything but let's be real, it's your life and at the end of the day, your opinion. 

So! With all of that out the way, Josh is a awesome person, I saw a few of his competitions down at Vince Beach, it's cool. Don't know who Josh is? Josh is a perfessional surfer. Still don't know? Video:

VIMBY - Josh Sleigh and the Grinch

i'm outtie 5 million.

i miss you so much woman.

"We're just the elite. A TV station, 

controlling your minds through the tube." 

I was in a frenzy state searching for an updated article ons planetary alignments, solar eclipse, or anything new from NASA and she finds this shit easily. Women. If anything, they know how to "dig up" information.

Aside from that, school is stressing me. I'm having these back of the head headaches. I've never had this shit before. Plus this heat wave in So. Cal is killer. I'm a winter baby, I can't handle this dead heat. 

So I got Seeing Sounds earlier this morning, dude was dressed in a weird UPS outfit, but I got it! 15 tracks? The leaked version only had 12, ha.. must purchase. But Liz sent me the leaked Cold Play album.. I like it, it could top Seeing Sounds, maybe! 

But yeah, on forward: A lot of my friends are hitting me up for advice on this drawing competition for school. You're suppose to take an Ad, any Ad, and come up with a completely different concept of it. So, say I use something like a Tooth Brush: Crest ad, I would then have to make it over completely. Having absolutely nothing to do with Crest. Odd? Odd. I was going to do it but I rather watch the Laker game. So, friends. I have no advice to give. Just do something you like and turn it into something you like even more. 

So, I leave it here.. oh, and I can't believe they featured Pacifica on VIMBY videos - coolingbeans that is. Almost the best OLD FASHIONED skatepark in all of California. I travelled to just spend a day there. Worth the travel, so worth. 

SAN FRANCISCO - Skatepark 
Pacifica Skatepark 
540 Crespi Dr. 
Pacifica, CA 94044

NOTE * I am the first, to have, LAZER GUN.MP3 featured on blog. 

"do you have some sicilian inside you... " -smirks

So uh, new blog? 

You likes it meng, you likes. 

So...... uh, yeah, night?!

LEAVES WITH A FUNNY CONVO:

davon.: C turns the light on to play hide and seek

dunk killer: LMFAO

dunk killer: Yeah

dunk killer: YEAH

dunk killer: we turn on them lights

dunk killer: to find your ass nigga

marcucio.: LOL

marcucio.: *D turns the lights out* .. "NAHHHH YOU CHEATING NIGGA!"

dunk killer: LMFAO!!

* edit, comes back

I guess, you can say I am an asshole at times. And I guess, you can say we're meant to have our horizontal to vertical ups and downs. But nothing and no one compares to you. I fiend you entirely in a million miles distance (if possible). And nothing here could come between "your hearts fate" You know this? I was never the guy to type sappy shit in the blog about his awesome girlfriend, but tonight, I'm laying all my pride on the table for you. Under the circumstances of being laughed at, called gay, or in the crowds of "awww's" - it's all for you. My words are small, and meaningless here. But you should know how I feel, not spoken... there's not a day I don't remind you of how I feel dude -scratch that, babes ** 

"catch your balls people"

Kill all that whack shit, you people have no idea what's going on behind the smoke and mirrors of our society. Aside from your cars and trendy pants, shirts, accessories.. there is of an greater issue at hand. YOUR GOVERNMENT. Do you trust them? Should you trust in them? Do I have to vote for Obama because he speaks of "Change". Why was Mrs. Clinton so easily to give up a long run to become the first WOMAN President? How many politicians fabricated lies and deceitful ways to corrupt our country. Fuck, the US is in for a Rude Awakening (not plugging Ace's album/mix-tape but go get that anyways!) From higher gas prices to borrowing money from the number one country who hates our guts, we're slowly but surely setting ourselves up for failure. 

Well, before we go down, is there any last request you'd like to make? You can call this a personal declaration for yourself. Here's a few things I've listed before I end up in U.S debt. World War III:

1. Eat a Staten Island Pizza, with extra garlic and cheese
2. Read the Count of Monte Cristo, on a beautiful Fall day.. again.
3. Spend $1,000.oo on absolutely nothing. 
4. Lay in the grass, and feel all itchy when I go inside to take a bath.
5. Eat a whole bag of peanut M&M's, fuck if I am allergic to it. 
6. Punch a red neck in the face.
7. Make love under a Sickamore Tree - google that, if you don't know what a Sickamore Tree is.
8. Get into a good debate over Pepsi One and Coke Zero
9. Curse my manager out (out loud this time)
10. Walk in the rain...
11. Catch lightening bugs in a jar with my nephews
12. Be a perfect father. Yes, I mean.. perfect, absolutely perfect. No flaws, no abandonment, no regrets, just fatherhood in it's full responsibility.
13. Write a letter to the company that convinced Americans Vitamin Water is actually "healthy"

...

night.

"FUCK!"

"WHAT THE FUCK?!"

"AHH! #%#^UGS(%EJ!HGR!J(64"

"Babe, my stomach hurts from the disappointment of this game.."

Yup, that's all Carmine and his potty mouth right there.

So we're basically sitting here watching the Lakers get their asses kicked.

:/


I was trying to have some hope and faith in the team, ya know?
I mean, we were 20 points down during the Spurs game ..
But this time.. it doesn't look like we'll get a chance to win at all.


-throws phone on the floor

#%#^!?#%)#!$!



Whoops, can't do that because Carmine is on the phone.
My little pandabutt :) Awww!

Speaking of pandas, my little sister went to see Kung Fu Panda today and brought back this little guy for me. SO CUTE EH?




Oh, before I get the hell out of your blog babe..
Here's a little snippaged of the convo I had with Jeanri earlier...



That hasta make you smile bunches!!!

:)

Cheer up my little pandabutt and I love youuuuuu.

"We don't have sex, we make cookies."

Good day, night, afternoon people.
(I'm not staying in order huh?)
It was a stupid nice day, was it not? It was one of those relaxed ones meng, where you could chill with a slurpie or some fresh now-and-laters. -cheeses My day was cooling till I ended up having a small fight with Viet-wigga. To top it off, some ho asked a friend of mine if I was prejudice. YEAH?! ME PREJUDICE?! : /

Effed. But I'm chill, it's good finally. Took a whole damn day of negativity to get something worth a nights rest. I had an brief conversation with a pal of mine on politics and "secret societies" - And dude bustes out saying, "THE 2008 ELECTIONS ARE GOING TO BE CANCELLED" LMFAO, dude sound more paranoid than me.

So I want to brief things up, so I can lay my ass down. So... BULLETINS?! YEAH?

• Mya (laughs) and Shanell are gay. Not good rainbow gay, more like, bad lesbian sex gay.
• Laker game tomm.
• Americas Best Dance Crew Live auditions is on
• Drinking a sobe, so good, so good
• Notice the ( *** ) on my playlist, if you see the ( *** ) it indicates my favorite tracks out of the whole damn thing, non-important you say, but importante to me, I say : ]
• I BOOTLEGGED N*E*R*D ALBUM OKAY?! But I support the artist, none the less and I have pre-ordered. Thanks Amazon.com
• Just laugh and walk away in the middle of their foolishness, I swear, you'll piss that person or persons off.
• -munchies on lemonheads
• I'm going to brush my teeth later
• I think I am OCD about my teeth
• I bought Deftones collection of marked Concert pens for 12.99, you say.. "retarded carmine".. I say, "collection worth gold some day, assholes"
• Liz touches herself when she sees me
• I always wanted to be the green Ranger, he had a cool pony tail and banged Kimberly
• LMFAOOO @ THIS TWIX COMMERCIAL
• Shin Chin is awesome
• ........... brain fart.......
• I was banned from wearing my "Make Her Pussy Farts" tee-shirt on campus. What ever happened to freedom of expression?!?!