Same Ol' Me

So I am back to blogging again and it was mostly because I felt like I needed to jot a few things down, to clear my mind. I use to come here all the time to do that so why not anymore? What made me stray away from this form of expression? I wasn't busy or anything but I guess things happened to where I was doing too many things at once. And the whole Blogger scene became boring to me. Things have changed, life is going in a smooth yet steady pace and I am turning 26 this year. I am in love with someone but things are really complicated. Sounds childish but it is what it is, what do I have to lie for? I am just taking things the way they are in hopes of a better life without the negative. I just hope soon things turn up for me, not that they are completely shit, it's just not so happy for me. I feel alone than ever and I feel some sort of bad feeling when it comes to my brother. I don't know, it just feels like half of me is missing. She is missing. I always hated the "she" shit but I have to keep some part of my life private. Other than all of that I am the same ol G and I will remain that way, it's me.

Cold mornings and even colder nights

Man, It's been a while since I've sat up an blogged. I guess before I was running out of things to say but since things have changed and I've got time to spare to do this, let's do this.

Like I said, things are changing, some for the better.. some for the worst. All in all I am thankful to be where I am and have a person in my life that supports me in whatever I want to do. Also some friends I've made along the way, extended family, etc. etc., their support and gratitude is never taken for granted.

And so! My birthday is around the corner, December 20th, this year. Not feeling up or down about it. Birthdays are birthdays to me now so I expect whatever to happen, happen. But I plan on doing something special for Sammy's birthday on the 18th of this year also, can not wait for that. She's a "birthday goer" person, nothing wrong with that! But she is a little more thrilled than I am when it comes to these things. But I am excited for this month, Christmas is my favorite Holiday outside of Hanukkah Lol, don't ask but I don't want much, hell, I don't ask for anything. I'll just treat myself to a nice pair of headphones! When I can... and I want to get my aunt a pressure cooker. And my cousin that new DSi XL, he has the very first Gameboy advance and a busted DS so I think this would be a nice upgrade. Tis the season!

But I'm stuck, I've been staring at this screen for too long picking my brain on what to type next. So I guess that means the ending, later.