Cold mornings and even colder nights

Man, It's been a while since I've sat up an blogged. I guess before I was running out of things to say but since things have changed and I've got time to spare to do this, let's do this.

Like I said, things are changing, some for the better.. some for the worst. All in all I am thankful to be where I am and have a person in my life that supports me in whatever I want to do. Also some friends I've made along the way, extended family, etc. etc., their support and gratitude is never taken for granted.

And so! My birthday is around the corner, December 20th, this year. Not feeling up or down about it. Birthdays are birthdays to me now so I expect whatever to happen, happen. But I plan on doing something special for Sammy's birthday on the 18th of this year also, can not wait for that. She's a "birthday goer" person, nothing wrong with that! But she is a little more thrilled than I am when it comes to these things. But I am excited for this month, Christmas is my favorite Holiday outside of Hanukkah Lol, don't ask but I don't want much, hell, I don't ask for anything. I'll just treat myself to a nice pair of headphones! When I can... and I want to get my aunt a pressure cooker. And my cousin that new DSi XL, he has the very first Gameboy advance and a busted DS so I think this would be a nice upgrade. Tis the season!

But I'm stuck, I've been staring at this screen for too long picking my brain on what to type next. So I guess that means the ending, later.

Quickie

Today was a good day but I hate waking up early in the morning. I just dread it sometimes. Maybe it's me and my completely wreck less everyday schedule and trying to fit into my girlfriends ALSO wreck less schedule which makes my entire schedule wreck less but I don't know? I wish there was more time to be in school, have a relationship, a job and also enjoy the day. Neigh!

Also, I just found out that I have an rare phobia, I'm scared to swallow pills. I think it's spelled out like PHAGOPHOBIA or something like that but I got that. Afraid of pills, what a wussy. I am also worried my sperm is going to be very low when I decided to have kids, yeah I know.. it's all in my head but certain changes in the atmosphere can cause a low sperm count. I'm going to freeze some and store it away just in case though. I should stop further discussing the matter.

So this Summer is going to be hell but I've got to do this. I already set aside some funds for it so I can't back out now, damn I've got to call me uncle too. And finals are in the beginning of June, duck man.

Well that was my quick update, peacer.