Same Ol' Me

So I am back to blogging again and it was mostly because I felt like I needed to jot a few things down, to clear my mind. I use to come here all the time to do that so why not anymore? What made me stray away from this form of expression? I wasn't busy or anything but I guess things happened to where I was doing too many things at once. And the whole Blogger scene became boring to me. Things have changed, life is going in a smooth yet steady pace and I am turning 26 this year. I am in love with someone but things are really complicated. Sounds childish but it is what it is, what do I have to lie for? I am just taking things the way they are in hopes of a better life without the negative. I just hope soon things turn up for me, not that they are completely shit, it's just not so happy for me. I feel alone than ever and I feel some sort of bad feeling when it comes to my brother. I don't know, it just feels like half of me is missing. She is missing. I always hated the "she" shit but I have to keep some part of my life private. Other than all of that I am the same ol G and I will remain that way, it's me.