Sorry babe, I can't bare to look at that kitty picture any longer. I'm currently at work .. I really should be "working" but instead here I am .. writing in your blog and stuffs. I'm sure you don't mind, right? I miss you lots! I kept thinking about our little talk last night. I understood everything you were saying because I feel the same exact way. As far as those outside forces that may try to tug and pull to get us part, at the end of the day - we are pulled right back to each other. I love that but most importantly, I love you! Lately, there's been all sorts of little bumps on the road and I know how frustrating it can be. But you know what? You're still going strong and that's amazing. Sometimes, its going to be those broken roads you have to take in order to get to the places most worth staying forever in. Some days are going to be hills and others, mountains. But once you've reach the top, you've overcome the hardest part and the rest of it shall be a walk in the park. Each new day will present a whole set of new paths, each step will be guide you toward a new direction. But regardless of it the path is through a field of flowers or that darkest forest, as long as we find our way through together .. that's all that matters. I mean, at the end of the day.. the only thing I could be is the person that I am, and somehow, some way, just hold out hope that it would be enough to help you get through every new day with nothing less than a smile on your face. Well, I'm totally rambling again so I'll stop here. I get all rambly when I'm trying to say so much all at once, (you know what I mean? lol)

So yeah, I barely got to talk to you this morning. I didn't really have much of a voice because of my cold and your stupid phone kept hanging up :/ You better call me when you get off the plane so I know that you're okay. I love you Carmine and I can't wait to hear from you soon.