"I'm tired of talking to myself."

I'm not sure what to think of this situation anymore. Hell, it's not any of my business. So I guess! Which ever road you guys decide to take, maybe you'll end up happier? Yeah, I think it'll be good once you've gotten all this madness out of the way. 

So! I'm in a bummed mood and there is no one to ease the bummed-ness. I don't know, maybe I'm looking for someone to tell me to shut the fuck up and proceed with my day. I lost this book, how in the hell did I do this? No clue.. but I need it right now for the HW, BS. Bumming me out. Hard.

But yeah, I was tempted to see someone(s) in NY Monday but I figured it'll just be a waste of time. I just wanted to leave so quickly... I don't know why I wanted to leave so quickly. Maybe I was scared of getting caught out of state? Maybe. As a matter of fact, I hate the Bronx.. and the people in it. I didn't use to hate it so much. It use to consume my life. The people, my family, friends, etc, etc. But now I just hate it. The smell, the streets, each bodega... maybe that's why I wanted to leave so quickly.

This whole dollar being insignificant thing is worrying me. The whole thing about the new "Amero" dollar sounds like a total disaster. Damn youtube and their youtube videos. 

I'm going to talk to Liz, till she kicks me off and goes to work

And then attempt to draw. I don't feel inspiration for it anymore but It is HW

Oh and, just cause I bootlegged Seeing Sounds,

 doesn't mean I don't support my artist! Lizzy!  

Thank Amazon.com for that =)